Fuck It List

26: surrender

"You're still crazy", you mumbled not able to take your eyes off the beautiful lettering.

It was very fine yet still sharply visible inked on his flawless, slightly tanned skin. You needed to touch it to make sure it was real.

You laid your hand on his chest and passed your finger slowly and fairly over the swirls of ink.

It was real. Definitely.

"So what do you say?", he asked searching for eye contact.

"What do you mean?", you asked still focused on and amazed by the tattoo.

You knew your question was stupid because you were pretty sure what he was on about.

There was only one important thing.

"Don't act ignorantly, you know damn well what I'm talking about", he said in a deep voice and pulled you closer with a jolt so that you were finally meeting his eyes.

You stared into his eyes thinking about what to say exactly. You knew what you wanted but you didn't know how to put it.

Instead of using words you could maybe show him what you wanted.

You brushed your hair behind your right ear before you laid your hands on his ripped lower body right above the hem of his boxer shorts peeking out.

You dipped your head down and put your lips on the soft skin of his chest. At first you only kissed him there on the spot but then you started sucking on it.

You couldn't get enough of the natural taste of him on your tongue.

You just worked your way down his chest biting and bruising his skin. You left a trail of hickeys all the way down to his jeans.

By the time you were finished he was breathing heavily and you didn't have to check to know he was hard. You leaned back and regarded your work of art with a cheeky smile.

"Was that your answer?", he asked breathily sticking out his tongue to slide it over his full bottom lip.

He regarded you with a feisty look in his eyes and a playful smirk on his face.

"I just broke the rules so what do you think my answer is?", you asked holding eye contact.

He grabbed you by the back of your thighs and got up to turn around and put you down on the bed.

He put his right knee on the mattress and hovered over your half naked figure so that you were face to face again.

"You mean the rules of no touching and no kissing until I've proved that I really want to be with you and I'm not playing you?", he asked.

"Exactly", you agreed trying your best to resist the urge to reach your hands up and touch his body.

"So does that mean you trust me?", he asked again moving his hand to your stomach to gently caress it. You nodded enjoying the feeling of his touch.

"Babe, I need you to say it", he requested bringing his face closer, "I can't actually believe it until I hear you say it out loud."

You breathed in and out. You hoped you wouldn't mess up now that it comes down to the important part.

"I want to be with you", you said quietly, "I want to spend every day together with you like the last days with the only difference that you get to call me your girlfriend."

A huge grin appeared on his lips and he let out a cute giggle. He buried his face into the crook of your neck and began placing butterfly kisses from there up to your jaw.

"Yes! I'm so happy that you're finally mine. I swear I'm going to treat you well and carry you on my hands", he promised smiling.

"You better", you laughed and returned the same overly happy smile.

"Can I kiss you now?", he asked, his lips only a few inches away from yours.

"Why are you even asking? The ban is lifted", you replied chuckling and looped your arms around his neck to pull him down to you.

Your lips connected and you immediately melted into the kiss giving it every bit of emotion that you felt in that moment.

His lips felt soft and familiar on yours yet filled with some new kind of passion, with more love and more longing.

Your heart was beating fast at the simple kiss and the proximity of his body.

He pulled away from the kiss and shortly let his head hang as he caught his breath.

"I missed this so much. I missed you so much", he admitted in a low voice, "even though you were right next to me I couldn't kiss you or touch you. Nothing at all. It was killing me."

You stayed silent and wandered your eyes over his immaculate face.

"And then you started teasing me. Don't think I didn't notice you were doing it on purpose", he told you piercing you with obscure eyes.

"I figured it out right away but I let you have your fun although I struggled to not pin you against the wall and tease you back", he muttered lowering his body a little.

"But I didn't forget about it and your show today was the last drop that made me snap", he explained passing his hand over your left side, "good for me that you're already halfway undressed."

His hand has reached your jaw and he slightly shifted it so that he could brush his thumb over your lower lip to get a reaction from you.

"Why... are you talking so much?", you gasped growing impatient.

"Because I know how much you want me", he answered smugly, "and I love how easily I can tease you. This is what you get for teasing me."

"Ugh, I hate you, Jungkook", you groaned rolling your eyes in annoyance.

"I know you love me, babe", he said giggling amused, "but be careful I can make you regret those words very fast."

"You had your fun. Are you going to rip that damn bikini off of me now or can I go change and watch a film?", you asked knowing exactly you triggered him.

"Impatient, are we?", he asked chuckling and moved his hand to your back in a very slow pace, "I can comply with your wish but don't expect too much, I'm not done teasing you."

"Okay", you said with excitement showing in your eyes before you closed them when he bent down to kiss you.

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