Make a choice (Y/N)

Chapter 14

Y/N's POV:
Today I was going on my first combative mission and I was really nervous. Steve, Tony and I were going so that was going to be boring. Nat, Wanda and I had been fooling around all together for a month and a half now. It was hot and pleasurable but I knew it was bound to end eventually and it worried me. How would it end? Why would it end? Would they realise they didn't need me? Or want me? I don't know.
"Y/N you've got to stop worrying," Wanda assures me sleepily.
"What are you worried about?" Nat asks.
"About this ending. How? Why? I just think you both deserve so much better. I don't want to get hurt and I certainly don't want to hurt either of you," I sigh.
"What are you saying?" Nat says sadly.
"I want to keep doing what we're doing I really do but...," I trail off.
"She's catching feelings," Wanda explains.
"For who?" Nat inquires nervously.
"For both of you. I know I said this would just be casual but I care a lot about both of you. Casual relationships don't end up with you holding each other overnight talking about everything and anything. They don't get you through the hardest time of your lives. I don't think this is casual anymore or am I imagining things?" I ask.
"No you're not. I feel it too. I've tried to deny it but if we're being honest I feel the same. I don't want to choose," Wanda agrees. Nat doesn't say anything.
"I'm sorry I never should've said anything. I should probably get ready for this mission. You can stay if you want," I say getting up kissing them both on the cheek grabbing some clothes and head into the shower. Why did I have to ruin everything?

I get out of the shower and Wanda is sitting there smiling.
"Did she say anything?" I ask. She shook her head. That hurt.
"Would you consider starting something with me if she doesn't want to?" She says nervously.
"Of course. Wanda you're special. From the first second I saw you I was drawn to you even if I did screw up by asking you about your grief. It would be an honour to take you on a date," I assures her.
"I'm sorry about being so cold. You were only trying to help. I'd really like that," she says smiling.
"Can I kiss you?" I ask.
"Of course. Why are you asking now? You've kissed me thousands of times before," she inquires confused. I pull her in for a kiss this one was different it had meaning and feelings behind it.
"Because those kisses were different. They didn't mean what that one meant," I explain smiling.
"Do you want me to walk you to the equipment room? I know you're nervous about the mission," she asks.
"I'd like that."

Wanda and I walk down to get my suit from the equipment room.
"Morning you ready for this?" Tony asks.
"Yeah I hope so depends on if your suit works," I joke.
"Shut up and put it on," he instructs. I take my shirt and shorts off and slip into my suit. Wanda helps me straighten it out, ironic I know.
"What do you think?" I ask.
"It looks great," she assures me smiling.
*You know you look good in everything* I can hear her voice in my head, that's new.
*Are you flirting with me Maximoff?* I think loudly.
"Right you ready Y/N?" Tony checks.
"As I'll ever be I'll be in the jet in a minute," I assure him once he's out of ear and eyeshot I turn to Wanda.
"Will you find Nat for me just to check she's ok?" I ask.
"Of course. Look after yourself ok?" She pleads.
"Well you see there's an incredibly hot red head waiting for me to come back so I may just be a little bit distracted," I joke.
"I'm serious please be safe," she begs hugging me tightly.
"Wow you really like me Maximoff. I warned you when we first hung out that you'd probably fall for me and here we are," I tease.
"I know you're deflecting because you're nervous but I do really like you so please come home to Nat and i ok?" She requests.
"Ok," I agree kissing her gently.
We walk to the foyer where Rogers is in full uniform he looks pretty cool. Wanda hugs me tightly. I'm disappointed not to see Nat before I leave. She's so good at talking me down and supporting me.

We arrive at the location and we're severely outnumbered. I use my top speed to wipe out a bunch of guys at once leaving me breathless for a few seconds. Tony continues ahead of me while I regain my breath back. We get to the door and he uses his suit to blow the lock. Rogers heads in first I follow him and Tony brings up the rear.
"Alright Y/N. You stay here and get the files we need we'll protect you," Rogers instructs. I put in the key downloading the files. It was taking a while and it sounded like they were having to handle a lot of guards. When the USB is finished uploading I head out to meet Tony and Rogers we're completely surrounded. I hand Tony the usb to conceal in his suit. And speed around wiping out as many men as I can.
"Good job little Stark," Rogers encourages me. I was exhausted a guy tried to tackle me but I sent him flying as far as I could. We start to reproach the jet but there are more guards in the way. I started fighting the men near me too exhausted to use my speed. I wipe out the first two men but the final one was tougher to beat he knew the moves I was going to make before I did. He punched me in the face hard ok that hurt. I punched him back sending him hurtling backwards. Suddenly I'm on the floor with an ache in the back of my head I reach my hand around and there's blood shit.
"I could use some help," I say as the blackness takes over. Shit.