Make a choice (Y/N)

Chapter 41

Y/N's POV:
I'm not ready to hug her yet. I'm still in pieces. I thought Nat would be the one to run away not Wanda. Never did I think it would be Wanda who broke me. I feel arms envelop around me.
"Easy Y/N. What is it? Why are you crying?" Tony asks.
"I thought she left us and it broke me Tony. I'm not ready to let her back in yet but Nat is. I'm not ready to hear her out yet," I explain.
"That's ok. You take your time. When you're ready then talk to her until then it's up to you. You're allowed to be hurt Y/N," he assures me.
"Thank you Tony. When did you get so mature?" I laugh.
"Around the time you asked for your brother back. I hope you've found him," he replies smiling.
"Yeah I'm pretty sure I have," I agree hugging him.

When I get back from training I get in the shower then head to the kitchen to make lunch. Nat and Wanda are both there smiling and laughing with Yelena. I'm not ready for that yet.
"Hey it's my favourite sister," Yelena says smiling.
"She's not even your real sister," Nat sighs offended.
"I'll be her in law one day Romanoff," I remind her smirking.
"Are you joining us?" Yelena inquires.
"I actually was going to watch a movie in the lounge. I'll see you later," I inform them. Nat smiles sadly knowing I wasn't ready.

Around half way into Harry Potter Wanda appears at the door. She doesn't say anything just sits on the sofa next to me to show she's here for me knowing I didn't want to talk yet. I kept my eyes fixated on the movie knowing that if I looked at her for too long or she smiled I'd just want to kiss her. A packet of tissues appeared on my lap. I hadn't even realised I was crying. I look up at her and she takes the tissue drying my eyes. She knew not to say anything because she didn't want to force me into being ready.
"Thank you," I whisper and she nods. Standing up I extend my hand. She takes it confused following me out to our home. We walk upstairs to our room and I lie down on the bed.
"I'm not ready to talk to or forgive you yet but I need you to hold me," I request. She nods not saying anything. I cuddle into her chest holding on tightly allowing myself to fall apart in her arms.

Nat's POV:
When I get back to our room I see Y/N asleep on Wanda's chest I hope that's a good sign.
*We haven't spoken she just asked me to hold her so I did* Wanda speaks to me in my thoughts.
*She'll come around but it did tare her apart. She loves us wholeheartedly and she never thought you'd hurt her. Just keep being there but don't pressure her* I encourage her.
*Come here. Let me hold you* Wanda requests. I nod holding onto her before I know it I'm crying. We all needed this.

When Y/N is asleep she starts calling for Wanda in her sleep.
"Don't leave us Wanda," she mumbles making Wanda tear up.
"We need you," she adds in her sleep.
*She's right we do. So don't leave us again* I request in my thoughts.
*Never* she assures me. Y/N wakes up with a start.
"Shh you're ok I'm here. It was just a dream," I reassure her. She looks at Wanda and cups her face.
"Don't leave us," Y/N pleads.
"Never," Wanda assures her. Y/N kisses her gently.
"I love you both so much. I'm so sorry," Wanda apologises.
"I know I love you too," I reply kissing her.
"I love you Wanda," Y/N whispers finally smiling.
"Will you show us what happened?" I request. Wanda nods lifting her hands to our heads showing us everything.
"Fuck Wanda I'm so sorry," Y/N says hugging her tightly.
"It's ok. You didn't know. How could you know?" She sighs.
"You're ok now though," I check.
"I'm ok. As long as we are," she explains. Y/N and I both nod.
"Does anyone else feel like they need a drink?" Y/N inquires and we both laugh.
"Yep and I would love a dance too," Wanda states turning the music on.

We dance and drink letting all of our worries go. It felt nice to have them both back again. Y/N was warming to Wanda again. You could see it gradually over the evening they were becoming more comfortable with each other.
"Ok I need food or I'm going to have the worst hangover ever in the morning," Y/N stated.
"I'll order us pizza," Wanda laughs.
"Thank you," she smiles kissing her on the cheek making Wanda blush. Y/N sits down while Wanda goes to call the pizza. She pulls me onto her lap.
"How are you feeling about everything?" She asks kissing me gently.
"It's nice to have you both back and to see you smile. I've missed that goofy grin," I say kissing her again.
"I'm sorry I've been such a moody bitch. I haven't been a very good girlfriend to you Nat. I love you so much. Thank you for being you," she whispers kissing me once more.
"You've got nothing to apologise for thats what I'm here for baby. I love you too. You know I love spending time with you anyway," I assure her.
"I'm so lucky to have you Romanoff. Where would I be without you?"
"Probably taking after your brother," I tease her.
"Pizza is all ordered," Wanda mumbles almost sad seeing us so close.
"Come here," I reach for her climbing off Y/N's lap. Sitting her in between us.
"We're glad to have you back Maximoff," Y/N whispers kissing her cheek.
"We love you a lot," I add.
"I love you both a lot too."