Make a choice (Y/N)

Chapter 40

Y/N's POV:
It had been 3 days since Wanda told us to give her space. I was resigning myself to the possibility that she was done with us. Nat had been my rock so I wanted to do something special for her. Waking up early I start to make her breakfast in bed. It was early so I expected to be by myself. I'm in my own world so start singing quietly Someone you loved.
"I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug I was getting kind of used to being someone you loved," I sing at a whisper.
"Hey," I hear a voice I had missed so much.
"You remember how to talk," I observe.
"I probably deserve that and a lot worse. Please hear me out though Y/N. I can explain everything," she pleads.
"Just cause you explain doesn't mean I'm going to forgive the way you treated us. We tried everything Wanda to show you how much we loved you and you didn't even acknowledge our feelings. If you love someone you don't do that," I sigh plating up Nat and I's breakfast walking to our room. Hearing Wanda follow behind me I'm still annoyed but glad to have her close. Nat smiles brightly when she sees me but her face changes when she sees Wanda.
"Morning I made you breakfast for being so supportive," I whisper handing her plate kissing her gently.
"Thank you baby," she says smiling.
"The floor is yours Maximoff," I encourage her.

"That night after Peter's party I dreamt that my powers were so out of control that I killed you both. When I woke up I was on the ceiling and had smashed a mirror in my sleep. My eyes were red and I couldn't turn them back. I pushed you away because my powers are linked to my emotions so I kept them numb avoiding any emotion spending time alone. I'm so sorry for how I treated you I just didn't know how to tell you without putting you in danger. Steve came to speak to me training with me as many hours as possible until I got a handle on it. I'm finally confident enough in my powers that I know I won't hurt either of you," she explains.
"I understand why you did it Wanda but you haven't had to watch Y/N sob every hour of the day because she's worried we've lost you. You haven't seen her blame herself and tare herself apart trying to work out how to make herself worthy of your affection again. You haven't heard her cry and call out for you in her sleep. And that's just Y/N. I was terrified of losing you but I couldn't show. I was supporting our girlfriend like you always told me I should. I was being a good friend first and foremost like you told me I should. Where were you when we needed you to tell us that you still loved us, that you still cared? All you had to do was send a text or write a note instead you let us worry and dread seeing you again because we both thought it'd be you ending things," Nat replies angrily. She was right.
"I'm sorry Nat. Im sorry you felt like you couldn't show it because of me. You shouldn't have to be the strong one all the time," I apologise kissing her cheek.
"It's ok. I'd do it again in a heartbeat cause you needed me," she assures me.
"She's right I needed her Wanda. I'm sorry you felt like you couldn't talk to us about it but we needed you to tell us that you still loved us, that you weren't going to leave us. You can read our minds too you knew how scared we were. All you had to do was saying something. Anything at all and we would've been ok with giving you space," I explain.
"What are you both saying?" Wanda asks tearfully.
"I want you to be with us Wanda and I understand why you did it but it's going to be hard to forgive and forget," Nat answers truthfully.
"I love you so much Wanda seeing you like that broke me and Nat has been trying to put me back together.  I understand too but forgetting I don't know if I ever will. I want to be with you Wanda but the way this always worked is we spoke to each other when we were scared or hurting. Even if you let us know in our heads. Do you really want to be with us?" I check.
"Of course I do. I love you both with everything I have. I want to make you both so happy and feel loved. I'm sorry I haven't done that for the last week. I was so scared of hurting you. That's my greatest fear but I did it emotionally anyway. Im so sorry. You both deserve better. I'm not going to give up on either of you. I'm going to fight to prove to you that I'm worthy of your love and spending the rest of your lives' with. I will do whatever it takes to earn your trust back," she assures us both.
"Ok but don't run off again. I can't handle it Wanda. I thought I'd lost you," Nat pleads hugging her tightly.
"You could never lose me," she whispers kissing her forehead.  Wanda looks at me for me to say anything. I'm still so hurt.
"I'm going to go and train," I state getting ready.