Make a choice (Y/N)

Chapter 15

Wanda's POV:
As soon as Y/N left I went to find Nat, I checked the kitchen and lounge but she wasn't there. I found her fighting Bucky in the training room. She beat Bucky easily and he left breathless.
"Are you going to hover all day or are you going to get to asking me what you want to Wanda?" Nat asks coldly.
"If you didn't feel the same that's all you had to say. She's gone on her first real mission and you weren't there to say goodbye. First and foremost you're her friend Nat you need to start acting like it," I state giving her an ultimatum.
"It's not that I don't feel the same," she mumbles.
"Then what is it Nat? You can talk to me," I assure her.
"I'm scared ok. That happy ending shit was never on the cards for me. This happened and I've been happier than I've ever been. What if we start this and you both leave me? Or if we all fall madly in love and then I'm so self destructive that I ruin the best thing that's ever happened to me? What then Wanda?" She starts shouting. I bring her in for a hug holding her tightly.
"Stop with the what ifs. This could be really special for all of us. Just enjoy it. All of us have feelings for each other. You've got to stop worrying about what could happen and enjoy what is happening," I assure her kissing her gently.
"So what does this mean?" She asks.
"We like you Nat a lot and you like us. How about we have something nice planned? Maybe if we make her a nice dinner get some flowers and a bottle of champagne by the side of the bed," I suggest.
"That sounds lovely. She'll like that. Come on I'll drive us into town to get the stuff," Nat says offering me her hand.

We finish preparing everything when we hear the jet land. Nat and I head straight to the foyer to welcome her back. Steve gets off the jet pushing the medical bed with someone on it. Tony gets off next. No. My heart sinks. 
"What the hell happened Tony?" Nat asks as Steve rushes her to the medical bay. She looks so vulnerable. We follow her waiting for Bruce to run some tests.
"You were supposed to protect her," I say trying to hold back the tears.
"There were so many of them. The guy came up behind her and whacked her over the head," he explains.
"Yet you and Rogers are just fine and she's in there with her head bleeding," Nat says angrily.
"You think this doesn't effect me Romanoff. That's my sister," he states.
"When it suits. You've been so worried about us getting hurt that you have barely made an effort. Did you know she's writing? Or that she doesn't want herself not to wake up anymore?" She rants.
"What are you even to her? A booty call? You have no idea how this feels," he shouts.
"Are you incapable of letting go of your ego for one Goddamn second?" She asks.
"Whatever I'm going to give Fury the mission report," he says walking out.
"He doesn't know what he's talking about Nat you mean a lot to her. She was pretty distraught when she thought you didn't want to be with us anymore," i assure her.
"I need her to be ok Wanda. She needs to know how I feel," she says wiping a tear. I hold her tightly comforting her.
"She'll be ok and I know deep down she knows."

After a few hours Bruce comes out to talk to us.
"How is she?" I ask.
"She should be awake in the next few hours we'll know more then," he says.
"What do you mean more?" Nat inquires.
"Because it's a head trauma she may have memory loss," he mumbles.
"She might not remember me?" I mumble biting my lip to stop the tears.
"There's a chance I'm sorry Wanda," he says putting a hand on my shoulder. I sit down in shock not knowing what to do.
"Hey look at me. If she does forget you can use your powers to remind her ok? It will be ok," Nat assures me holding me.

Sure enough a few hours later Bruce comes out to tell us we can see her. We walk in the room and she immediately starts smiling.
"Look at my two favourite fiery redheads coming to see me. Would you still sleep with me looking like this?" Y/N asks smiling. I laugh at her goofiness.
"Of course we would. What do you remember?" I inquire trying to work out if she remembers this morning.
"I last remember handing Tony the USB stick and wiping out a bunch of guards then I felt something hit the back of my head," she explains. Nat starts crying.
"Romanoff relax I'm fine. I'm going to be around to torment you forever," Y/N assures her.
"We had a dinner planned with champagne and flowers for when you got home. I'm sorry. I tried to deny how I feel because I was scared of getting hurt and losing both of you but Wanda assured me that you'll both be there and to get out of my head. What I'm saying in a really long winded way is that of course I have feelings for you, both of you," Nat says apologising.
"That would've been lovely. Thank you for going to so much effort. That's really good to hear turns out I like you too Romanoff so don't go running off on me again. When I get out of this bed we can go on a proper date my treat," she states. Tony appears at the door and we know that's our cue to leave.
"We'll see you later ok no more getting hurt please," I say squeezing her hand.
"We'll see you soon," Nat states kissing her gently to piss off Tony making me laugh.

We go back to my room as it felt weird to sleep in
Y/N's room when she wasn't there. I gave Nat some of my clothes to sleep in and I opened my arms lying down knowing she need to be held more than I did.
"Do you really have feelings for me?" Nat asks shyly.
"Nat you're not just my badass best friend. You're so beautiful, kind and caring. The support you have given me since I lost Vis I don't want to think about where I'd be if I didn't have you here. Obviously the physical stuff is amazing but that's not why I want to spend time with you. You make me really happy and feel safe Nat. That's all I want," I assure her kissing her softly.
"I'm not good with words but I'll try to be open. I've stopped seeing you as my best friend who I need to protect. You're strong. When you smile it makes me want to. You and Y/N have brought such light to my life. So thank you. I like you a lot Wanda. More than I'd care to admit because I'm terrified that at the end of the day you'll both choose each other," she opens up.
"Nat. I want to be with both of you. And I will spend everyday for as long as it takes reassuring you that I have all these feelings for you. Ok?" I inquire.
"Ok," she agrees kissing me again.
"Will you hold me?" She asks nervously. I nod in agreement holding her tightly stroking her hair until she falls asleep.