Make a choice (Y/N)

Chapter 24

Y/N's POV:
We head back to the house and get ready to go out for dinner. Rogers' words had cut deeper than I thought. They were so reassuring and understanding that it only made me like them more. I was falling harder and faster than ever before. It was terrifying. When Wanda smiles at me or laughs and when Nat blushes or is romantic I find myself just wanting to allow myself to fall completely. I'm nervous though that if I say it too early Nat's going to freak and runaway or Wanda is going to realise she doesn't like me at all. The thought of them even looking at another person made me feel sick. I wanted to ask them to be my girlfriend's at the end of the trip but I don't know if it's too soon or what.

I hear a knock at the door and it's Nat smiling at me brightly.
"Wow you're just so beautiful," I say mesmerised by the woman in front of me. She blushes slightly.
"Thank you. So are you. I know you're worried that I'll go running for the hills when things get serious but I'm not going anywhere Y/N I promise. You know a part of me has always considered you as the one that got away. I'm not going anywhere and I hope you're not either," Nat assures me.
"Come here," I whisper pulling her in for a kiss.
"You couldn't get rid of me even if you tried," I say smiling. We walk to Wanda's door and knock. When I see her I can't help but blush she looks stunning.
"I just don't have the right words," I mumble breathless.
"That's the biggest compliment you could get. She's right Wanda you're indescribably stunning," Nat compliments her. Wanda pulls Nat in for a kiss while I just stand there lost for words. As soon as they pull away I just can't help but kiss her smiling.

We get to the restaurant and they sit them on either side of me which was great because I could explain the menu.
"You feeling better?" Wanda asks concerned.
"Much. You're really rebuilding my confidence so thank you," I say smiling.
"You're welcome. I wish I knew more Spanish so you could speak it to me all evening in it. It's really attractive," Wanda mumbles blushing.
"Maximoff are you trying to flirt with me so I'll sleep with you?" I tease her.
"This is what I don't get. Tony and Steve think she needs protecting yet she's the most powerful and is probably the least innocent out of all of us. It's always the quiet ones," Nat adds.
"I don't have to flirt with you to get you to do that and I don't think I'm that quiet," Wanda smirks.
"Yeah I can't even deny that. Either of you can have me whenever you want. No you're definitely not quiet in fact I've considered investing in ear protectors a few times," I say smiling. Wanda just blushes making us both laugh.

"How did you two first end up sleeping together?" Wanda inquires.
"Maybe 5 years ago. I was never around for more than a day or two. It was Tony's wedding actually. Tony sat us next to each other and we flirted the entire evening getting drunk becoming more touchy with every drink. We must've danced for about 5 minutes before we headed back to Nat's hotel room," I recall.
"I think the next time after that was his birthday. Wow Tony really has indirectly got us together," Nat adds laughing.
"I can't believe you and Nat didn't hook up at least once before we all got together," I say in disbelief.
"Well I was pretty much seeing Vision from the moment that Nat and I became colleagues. And Nat I found really intimidating for a long time," Wanda explains blushing.
"I get you. That's why I had to have a drink for the first 2 times we hooked up. By the third I realised she was pretty much a softy," I agree.
"I can't believe badass billionaire Y/N Stark was intimidated by me. We slept together every time we met except from when you started dating," Nat mumbles shocked.
"Sara was intimidated by you too. She always worried at parties that I'd forget about her and end up hooking up with you. I guess I kind of avoided you after that. I'm sorry Nat," I apologise.
"I never knew that but it makes so much sense. You don't need to apologise. I always wondered why you didn't really bother with me once you were with her," Nat explains.
"How long were you and Sara together?" Wanda inquires.
"Nearly 3 years. We'd moved in together and I was planning to propose on our 3 year anniversary but then the accident happened and instead I was eulogising her at her funeral," I reply sadly.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you," Wanda apologises.
"You didn't. I need to start talking about her. She's a part of my past and I want to move on with my life. So I need to start by sharing about her. What else do you want to know?" I reassure her.
"Do you still keep in contact with her family?" Nat asks.
"Yes I tend to call her family once a month to check in. Sometimes they'll send me care packages. I haven't seen them since the funeral though. She looks exactly like them and I couldn't handle it. It doesn't hurt as much anymore so I reckon I could see them again," I explain.
"Do you ever go and visit her grave?" Wanda inquires.
"She was cremated and they spread her ashes at the beach. I don't think I'd want to see her like that if she had been. I like to remember her as she was. Do you mind telling me about Vision?"
"He had this way with words sort of like you do. I just felt so safe when I was with him. I didn't see him as the robot or synthezoid like everyone else did but as Vis. He made me really happy. It hurts a little still but again the pain is manageable. I don't feel like I'm drowning anymore and a lot of that is down to you and Nat," Wanda informs me.
"I'm glad I could help," Nat says smiling.
"I think we need something to cheer us all up so dancing?" I offer.
"Dancing," they say in unison. I settle up the bill and we head into a club in town.

"Alright Megabucks. I'm getting the drinks in tonight you've paid for enough," Nat says.
"Hey this is still our first dates technically so I'm paying I won't take no for an answer," i say putting my foot down.
"Wanda," Nat smirks.
"Please let her pay for tonight and I'll pay for dinner tomorrow. Come on let's us treat you," Wanda pleads wrapping her arms around my shoulders smiling.
"Ok," I blush kissing her gently.
"You're so whipped it's kind of hilarious," Nat teases me.
"Is this how our relationship is going to work I'm going to say no and then you're going to get Wanda to ask me and then I'm going to say yes?" I ask.
"Pretty much," Nat nods.
"What if Wanda isn't there? How are you going to make me say yes then?" I challenge her.
"I have my means of persuasion," she says stepping closer to me.
"See you say you don't have super powers but damn Romanoff that is yours," I mumble blushing.

We enjoy our evening drinking and dancing. I just loved spending time with them. It was just nice to have genuine fun not caring what people have to say. Spain was pretty carefree when it came to relationships and sexuality. We could just be us. Wanda was very drunk so we took her home and made sure she drank a glass of water before bed and ate some chicken nuggets as she requested.
"You're the best girlfriends ever," she mumbles just before she fell asleep.
"Did she just?" I whisper to Nat. She smiles nodding.
"Are you ready for that?" I inquire stroking the hair out of her face.
"Well I was hoping I'd be the one to ask both of you at the end of our trip but I guess Wanda jumped the gun," Nat explains blushing.
"Well I guess we can pretend like she never said it and then you can ask us whenever you're ready," I suggest.
"I'd like that," Nat says kissing me gently. We climb into bed next to Wanda and Nat rests her head on my chest.
"Am I really the one that got away?" I ask.
"You were but not anymore if you say yes to my question," Nat replies smiling.
"You really think I'd say no to that Romanoff," I smirk.
"I don't know," she mumbles embarrassed. I kiss her gently.
"Turns out you're pretty special Nat. I'm pretty sure I'm falling so you better catch me," I assure her.
"I will," she says smiling.
"I'm glad. Goodnight Nat," I whisper.
"Goodnight."