Make a choice (Y/N)

Chapter 47

Wanda's POV:
Tonight we're celebrating Nat's promotion with a party in typical Stark style. Y/N was hating every second but Nat was happy so she hid it well. That's all she was bothered about. Y/N had been training for the past 2 hours. I've been stood here for 10 minutes but she's getting all her frustration out so it's as if she's in a trance.
*Baby are you ok?* I check. Y/N snaps back into reality turning around to see me. Her shirt drenched with sweat. The definition of her body evident through the west shirt.
"My eyes are up here Maximoff," Y/N smirks.
"S..sorrry I uh just we uh... have to get ready soon," I stutter flustered.
"That's ok princess. Fancy joining me in the shower my love?" Y/N offers. I nod eagerly.
"Let's go then."

We get back to the room and Nat sees us both so fakes a smile.
"What's wrong?" Y/N asks concerned.
"I don't know what to wear. I'm in charge now so it means I have to look official and I don't know if I have anything I'm stressed," Nat sighs.
"I think I have just the thing. I was saving it for a different occasion but I think it's perfect," Y/N informs her revealing a box from under the bed. Nat opens the box revealing a stunning dress that would hug her body in all the right places yet remain powerful.
"You exceeded yourself Stark," Nat smiles brightly kissing her.
"I can't wait to see you in it princess," I whisper kissing Nat's neck from behind. She moans into Y/N's mouth.
"Wanda stop that or none of us will be leaving this room this evening," Nat warns turning around squeezing my neck gently biting my bottom lip. I squeeze my thighs together. Fuck.
"Alright you two it's Nat's big night this evening we have all day tomorrow to spend together so let's not make her late for her own party or Tony will kill me," Y/N giggles.
"Yes Mommy," I tease.
"Keep being a brat and you better prepare for your punishment," Y/N instructs.
"I'll be a good girl," I assure her.

Y/N's POV:
We get to the party and Nat is delighted that everyone is there to celebrate her. Wanda and Pepper kept looking at me like I was going to have a breakdown. I drank to put on a better poker face of celebration instead of the pure fear I was feeling inside.
"You doing ok?" Steve checks.
"Do you want a convincing lie or the truth?" I query.
"The truth will set you free," He comforts me.
"I hate it. This entire thing. She now has a universal size target on her back and there is nothing I can do to stop it. I wanted to retire from this world and settle down in the next year. I'm tired of fighting. It bores me. I want safety and comfort. I want to invest and ensure my children and family's future," I admit.
"And you won't tell her this because you know how happy she is. I really did get you wrong Stark," Steve compliments me.
"Thanks Rogers," I mumble smiling downing the rest of my drink.
"Hey Steve can you give us a minute?" Wanda requests. She takes my hand leading me outside.

"You're being selfish. Stop it," Wanda demands.
"How? I'm delaying everything I've ever wanted so Nat can live her dream. Even though it scares me and breaks my heart everytime she walks out that door or I don't see her for an hour. I'm terrified," I cry in defence.
"Tonight is not about you. It's about Nat so you suck it up or at least pretend to have a good time for an hour then we can pretend you've got food poisoning or something," Wanda pleads.
"I never said it was. Maybe if you stopped looking at me like I'm about to fall apart I'd be fine," I quip back.
"Ok no more drinking for you. Get your ass inside and support our girlfriend or you can spend the night in your own room," Wanda demands.
"I'll drink if I want to. You dragged me out here remember. I'm going back inside, nice to see you picked her over me," i snark heading back into the party.
"Why does your girlfriend look like she's about to Chuck you into the wall?" Tony asks.
"Cause I'm not putting on an Oscar worthy performance apparently," I shrug pouring myself another drink.
"Do you hate me?" Tony checks nervously.
"No. You're doing what's best for the team. And I know that's Nat but I wish it wasn't."
"I know bud but she's coming over right now so you better act your ass off," Tony encourages me.

Nat's POV:
I walk over to Y/N who's getting a death stare from Wanda. What the hell happened?
"Why are you in the dog house?" I tease gesturing to Wanda's face.
"Cause apparently I've drank too much and I'm selfish making tonight about me," Y/N informs me .
"You're a Stark it's your nature," I smirk kissing her cheek.
"Are you having a good night?" Y/N asks.
"Yeah it's nice that people are so supportive," I answer.
"Hey Nat I want to introduce you to someone," Maria declares interrupting.
"I think I'll have some water then bed. I don't want to piss off our girlfriend even more. Have a nice night my love. You deserve all of this," Y/N assures me kissing me gently heading off into the compound.

Y/N's POV:
I don't go back to our house but go to my room throw some training clothes on heading for a run. I do lap after lap after lap until I feel like my lungs are about to explode. I lie on the floor of the track sobbing.
"A pretty girl like you should never cry Stark," Carol states offering me her hand. I take it getting to my feet.
"Just been a long week. I should head back," I excuse myself.
"You can talk to me you know," Carol assures me.
"Except I can't because that's not fair to my girlfriend's. I've hooked up with you before and it would be disrespectful to both of them to," I refute walking off.
"Well then we won't talk," Carol smirks before kissing me. I push her off but Wanda sees.
"What the fuck," she yells starting to let her eyes flicker red glaring at me.
"Sure blame me Wanda. I'm tired of always being the bad guy. Why don't my feelings fucking matter? Look inside her head to see what happened but don't talk to me," I shout before running off towards where Tony keeps his cars.

I'm out of here. I pull up outside Tony's farm. Heading inside I see that Happy is sat watching tv with Morgan.
"Auntie Y/N," she jumps up excitedly.
"Come on little bean let's get you to bed. How about a sleepover?" I suggest. She runs upstairs to get ready.
"Are you ok Miss Stark?" Happy checks.
"I will be. Thank you Happy," I reply smiling sadly. I get upstairs and Morgan had already made space for me to sleep in her bed and had gotten a pair of pyjamas from my old room for me. Quickly I head into the bathroom to get ready before lying down next to her reading her a story. She holds my hand while I do falling asleep. This is what I want. What if I don't ever get it? What if this is the beginning of the end?

Author's Note: The drama is just beginning.