Make a choice (Y/N)

Chapter 43

Y/N's POV:
It had been a hard few weeks so I decide to take Nat and Wanda away for a few days. I pack a bag for us all planning to take them to the Greek island Tony purchased in one of his drunken playboy hazes. The two beautiful women I loved were still asleep in my bed I kiss them both gently. They stir awake smiling.
"Morning you have to get ready. I'm taking us all away for a few days for some us time," I explain me waking them up. They jump up excitedly hugging me tightly getting ready as quickly as they could. We greet Happy as we board the jet. Waffles and pancakes are on the table waiting for us with freshly squeezed orange juice. We all enjoy breakfast starving from our very long night before. Since Wanda is finally comfortable being intimate we didn't really stop having sex. We were just getting better and more adventurous. Wanda was a little quiet while we ate.

Nat was tired so went for a nap. I pull Wanda onto my lap cupping her face.
"What's wrong?" I ask concerned kissing her gently.
"I don't deserve to come on this trip. I hurt you both so badly and I know you haven't really forgiven me yet," she mumbles tearily.
"Wanda listen to me. We all deserve this trip. You went through something awful and we've had a hard time of it so let's just enjoy it ok. But you've got to start talking to us when you feel like this. Communication is everything. Do you trust us?" I check.
"Yes I do. Of course I do I just don't want to be a burden," she sighs.
"Wanda you are the woman we love. You are never and will never be a burden. We want you to feel happy and safe and to support you in anyway we can so please just talk to us," I plead with her.
"I will. I promise. Can you just hold me please? I know you're still worried about trusting me again but can you just hold me," she begs.
"I will always hold you. I will trust you soon Wanda. You've got to be open with us though," I encourage her lifting her up taking her to the cabin. Wanda koala cuddles me laying fully on top of me quickly drifting off to sleep.

When Nat wakes up she looks at me confused by Wanda's position.
"She doesn't think she deserves to be here and knows I'm not ready to trust her yet," I explain.
"That makes sense. What's holding you back?" She asks stroking the hair out of my face.
"I never thought she'd hurt me ever. Not in a million years. I always thought she'd be there and she wasn't. Why doesn't she confide in us Nat? What am I doing wrong?" I mumble tearily.
"Hey you are the most supportive and open girlfriend ok. You're not doing anything wrong. I think Wanda sometimes forgets we can't read her mind. We've just got to keep checking in on her," Nat assures me.
"Thank you. I love you so much," I reply trying to compose myself.
"You know we've switched places right. She's now worried that you love me more," she informs me.
"That's ridiculous," I deny.

"It's not really. You've been so affectionate with me but you haven't with Wanda. You haven't said how much you love her laugh or kiss her every time she does like you used to. That's why she asked you to hold her because you haven't. Apart from during sex you haven't looked after her," Nat explains. Shit. I had no idea.
"Oh god I've been an awful girlfriend haven't I? Oh my god Nat. She doesn't deserve this. What the fuck is wrong with me?" I cry waking Wanda up.
"What's wrong?" She asks sleepily. I hug her tightly.
"I'm sorry I'm so so sorry. I've been awful I haven't told you how much I love you laugh or kissed you nearly as much. I'm such a bad girlfriend I don't deserve you," I ramble disappointed in myself. She cups my face.
"It's ok. I understand. I hurt you when you never thought I would. I do miss you though. So much. I just want to be close to you. And for you to make an effort to keep me laughing all the time and smiling at me as if I'm one of the 7 wonders of the world. I miss my girlfriend," she opens up. I kiss her gently cupping her cheek holding her close to me.
"You are one. Nat is the other. And my ass, my smile my eyes, my boobs and my arms are the other five," I joke making me laugh. There it is that warmth I feel inside when she does it. I kiss her again full of every ounce of love I have for her.
"I love you," she whispers smiling resting her forehead against mine.
"I love you too so much Maximoff. I'm so sorry. Now I'm going to make it up to both of you. This island is pretty much by itself. We've got a boat to travel to the others. Our fridge is stocked and so it's the wine cellar. This is time for the three of us to be us again no distraction no input no work no other people," I explain.
"We're going to be okay," Wanda assures me kissing me.
"Yeah we are," Nat adds.