TW- depressive thoughts
"Y/N are you okay?"
I glance over to Ranboo and give him a small smile and a nod. There is no point in worrying him over stupid stuff. Plus I don't want to be rude to this new person Emily. But Ranboo doesn't give up. He gets up and walks over to me. He bends down and grabs my hand and pulls me up from where I am sitting. I give him a confused face but he starts walking with me in tow.
We stop near a tree far away from where the other two girls are sitting.
"You okay Y/N you seem off ever since Emily came to sit with us. We can make her leave if your uncomfortable."
I look to him and shake my head.
"No it's fine. You and Lane are enjoying yourselves and so is Emily. I don't wanna take that away for you guys."
Ranboo grabs my face and looks me in the eyes.
"I don't care about that right now. Are you alright? Tell me please."
I begin to blush a little at him holding my face but that leaves as soon as I know I'm concerning him.
"Yeah I'm alright ... you guys enjoy Emily's presence but she just makes me feel weird. Especially since we just met her and she fit in so quick."
He lets go of my face and gives me a kind looking smile.
"It's alright Y/N! Emily is really cool and funny! Nothing to worry about. I bet you will get along great."
He leaves me standing where we were as he walks back to the picnic blanket. In that moment I truly lost Ranboo. I stand there for a coupes minutes in complete shock. I feel tears prick my eyes. Did he like her? Is that why he is acting that way? I walk back over to the group now a couple tears falling down my face going to grab my skateboard. All three of them look to me as I grab my skateboard. Lane is the first to speak up.
"Y/N? What's going on? Hello? HEY?!"
I ignore all of her calls and get on my skateboard and ride down the street. I just need time to think. I cant do this right now. So many thoughts run through my head.
"He doesn't like you.
Lane never liked you.
You're a burden.
Why do you even bother."These thoughts have been plaguing my mind for so long and I'm honestly so tired. I skate all the way up to "the cliff". It was a hill in town that we called "the cliff" because it was the tallest part in the area. I sit there for so many hours crying. The sun had gone down by the time I was done. I had a headache and looked like crap at this point. The entire time my thoughts just kept going I was trying to wrap my head around what had went on today, whee it went wrong. I get up moving myself down to the bottom of "the cliff" where I lay down in the grassy field staring up at the stars. They always calmed me down in times like this. I'm glad had continued to be a gorgeous day even stretching into the night. As I sit there staring at the stars on this gorgeous night my phone buzzes like crazy. The entirety of the time since I had left the picnic my phone had kept going off. I was so sure that is was close to dying anyway, but I flip over to check it knowing what I'm going to see. There were at least 20 missed calls from both Ranboo and Lane, 500 texts asking where I was and so on. But I get one text from someone in particular that peaks my interest. It's from Tubbo.
"Hey Y/N do you want to play Minecraft with me on stream today?"
I smile a little. I'm glad that he texted I was ready to do anything else other than think about today. So I get up, grab my skateboard and ride home. As I unlock my door and walk in I chuck my board on the floor and immediately head to my set up turning it on. I open up discord and type to Tubbo that I'm ready to play Minecraft with him and he asks to join vc.
"Hey Y/N how was your day?! I know Ranboo told me earlier this morning that he was excited to go on a picnic with you!"
I go silent for a second but then quickly snap out of it as I don't want to be reminded.
"Oh the day was pretty bad tubso. But what would you like to play on Minecraft today?"
You could hear the stutter in Tubbos voice as if he wasn't expecting the response I gave him. But he also didn't want to push anymore as he could hear the annoyance in my voice.
"Um alright... sorry the day went bad. Would you like to play Tera swoop force with me?"
My face lights up as I haven't played that in ages. Maybe today wasn't gonna be too bad. I quickly open up Minecraft and join Tubbos lobby.
"I take that as you would like to."
Tubbo and I chuckle a bit. Tubbo informs me then that he would start stream and come back for me to say hi.
"Everyone I'm here with my friend! Hes not really comfy with having her name on the internet so we will call him...... Tera I guess since that is what we are playing."
He lets out a little chuckle at the funny name. I'm glad that he made up the name though, it made me appreciate Tubbo more since he didn't have to do that for me. After a couple hours of falling, blowing up, and joking around with Tubbo and chat it reaches 3am for me. I yawn a little and Tubbo notices.
"Hey Tera you want to head to bed? It's pretty late for you there right? I think I'm going to end stream as well. I have some things to do today."
I agree with Tubbo and I log off of Minecraft, turn off my computer and walk over to my bed plopping on the mattress and almost falling asleep immediately until I get another text. It's from Ranboo.
"We need to talk. im coming over at 1pm tomorrow."
I don't bother responding to the message and head to bed. Im now dreading tomorrow... what does Ranboo want now.
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MORE CLIFFHANGERSSS OOOOOH (sorry if this chapter is kinda bad I had a headache today so it was hard to write.)
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The Unexpected (Ranboo x Reader)
FanfictionY/n meets Ranboo at twitchcon and you get close. A bit more close than you thought. After some rough patches and broken friendships the bond you share is perfect. (NO SMUT) Started- May 20th 2021 Ended- June 11th 2021 Edited: October 12th 2022 (now...