The Unexpected (Ranboo x Reader)

Expilation

TW-mental breakdown/ panic attack

I tried texting Lane for the fourth time today trying to get some explanation as to why she left me and still no response. I decide it's finally just time to let go of it until I hear anything from Ranboo. As if it was magic I get a ding from my phone and it was him.

"Hey Y/N I have the answer to your question about Lane but it's a bit easier to explain over call if that's alright?"

I don't bother responding and call him.

"Hey boo how are you this morning?!"

There is a small giggle before his response.

"First off it's not morning it's 12pm. Second I did sleep alright. Just sad I couldn't wake up with you. I miss you so much."

I have a smile on his face. I'm glad he got good sleep. But I do miss him as well.

"I miss you too boo. You said you had an answer for me on Lanes situation? Is she alright? Was it my fault?"

There's a silence for a couple of seconds making the tension louder. I'm scared that it was the day I stormed off that made her want to be friends with Emily... there's no way though. She had just met Emily not to long ago and I don't think she would  leave me over something like this. Those were the thoughts that gave me at least some hope in this moment. Ranboo broke the silence.

"She... she said it was too much. Apparently she had thought you were holding her back and Emily was the one to explain that to her... the night you stormed off was the night that sealed the deal for her. According to her "I was tired of having to babysit"... I'm sorry love..."

I have no words right now. My mind is just completely blank. I had really been a burden to her our entire friendship... I feel the tears pouring out of my face. My breath also getting shallow. I'm trying to slow my breaths but they only quicken as the tears continue. I curl up into a ball onto my bed still with my phone nearby. I want Ranboo here to comfort me but he's so far now. I feel so bad that Ranboo can hear me just melting down and panicking. I start to panic more as my limbs go numb from lack of oxygen. I know that I'm just going to pass out. But thoughts being their way back to my head.

"You weren't good enough.
You're a bad friend.
She never liked you
Emily is better."

I just cry even more. Why didn't she tell me about this... she seemed so fine with how I was. Why suddenly now to her it all made sense that I was only a weight on her shoulders. I hear Ranboo slightly through the phone trying to comfort me but it doesn't work. It's not the same anymore. I lost my home... my best friend... what do I do now? I'm alone...As the thoughts keep rolling through my head I can feel myself drifting to sleep and I pass out. I wake up a few hours later to a knock on my door. I honestly didn't want to talk to anyone except for Ranboo right now, but Ranboo had hung up earlier after I passed out to stream. I walk up to the door and look through the peep hole and it's none other than the girl I had been having a mental breakdown over, Lane, standing at my door. I debate for a couple of seconds to open the door, but decide why not and open it for her. I knew I had said before I looked like a mess but this time was worse. Hair matted from crying and laying on my bed. Only a tshirt and fuzzy socks on. Then finally to seel the deal skin white as snow from not eating or drinking anything that day, only crying. I look to her confused look on my face wondering why she showed up. She looked to me in absolute shock still with Mickey Mouse ears on her head. I looks like she just got back home from her trip.

"Y/N damn what happened to you?!"

I roll my eyes and almost shut the door back on her before letting out a response.

"As if you'd care I'm only a baby"

She stands there in silence. It's as if I'd uncovered her deadly secrets. She stops me before the door shuts on me and almost yells.

"Y/N I'm tired of me being the baby sitter yes that is true but I don't want to stop being your friend."

I look up to her fire growing in my gut as My hurt emotions turned to anger. I begin to yell at her full force.

"NO YOU KNOW WHAT YOURE RIGHT IM SUCH A FUCKING BABY. I CRY ALL OF THE TIME CANT BE BY MYSELF AND NEED YOU TO FUCKING CHANGE MY DIPER OOOOOOH BUT YOU NEVER HAD A PROBLEM WITH IT UNTIL EMILY CAME ALONG HUH?! YOU EVEN DECIDED TO GO WITH HER TO THE FUCKING PLACE THAT BOTH OF US HOLD DEAREST WITH EACHOTHER. IM DONE TALKING TO YOU."

I'm growling at this point as I stop yelling. I'm extremely breathless and almost stumbling backwards due to the oxygen I had just waisted to do that. But Lane only stands there with eyes wide open as she had realized what she did. I'm not forgiving her for Disney, or the fact she had made better friends with a stranger than me. I quickly shut the door on her and slide my back down the door so I'm sitting in the floor crying again. I just want everything to go back to how it was before that day. I wish we had done something different. I cant take being alone like this. It hurts but I want to be strong for Ranboo. I finally get up after I know she's gone and sit on my bed and cry for the rest of the day only picking up on Ranboos calls as he plans things for us to do to distract me.

"Okay love we are going to play Minecraft, then stream a bit of Jack box with the friends and finally watch a movie. I want you feeling your best right now. I love you the most babe."

The only thing I can do is smile. I loved this man and his companion. I nod my head even though he can't see me so I respond.

"I love you too boo nothing will change that. Thank you for sticking with me today."

I get on Minecraft with him and Tubbo and we play on the smp. I finally got invited but know I won't stream any of it and that was okay with dream. We build my house collect resources and screw up Tommy's house before we all decide it's time to move on. I periodically get texts from Ranboo throughout the day checking in if I'm okay and if I'm eating. I smile when I get those. Now now get onto Jackbox with all my friends and both Ranboo and Tubbo are streaming. I don't talk a lot during that stream because I'm still iffy on people hearing me but it's fun none the less. As the night continues on I feel better and better. These new friends I've made and the boyfriend I have had really made me feel better even though the worst has happened. Into the third round Lane joins the call. Ranboo, Tubbo, Tommy and Wilbur go silent as well as me. So far those are the only people that have been informed on the situation. Lane begins to speak probably to break this awkward silence.

"Hey guys!... how's jackbox? Can I join?"

I get at least 30 Dms from the people that know asking if it was alright for her to join. I say that it's alright but that I would leave the discord. It wasn't fair of me to keep these people from someone who they considered their friend and who they have known longer than me. But I also didn't want to hear her right now especially since I broke down when she came to my house. Before I leave I hear someone also leave the discord. It was Ranboo. I muster a confused look on my face and check my phone.

"Hi love, If youre not going to play then I'm not. I'm just as mad as you are at Lane and I offered Jackbox to get you off the topic of her. It's not fair for her to impede on that."

I smile and decide to FaceTime him. He answers almost immediately.

"So love would you like to watch a movie?"

My smile gets bigger and I nod my head. We spend the rest of the night binge watching the Harry Potter series and then we both fall asleep on call.

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I'm sooooooo sorry that this chapter is late and kinda horridly written! I was helping a friend last night so I wasn't able to write. I will upload again today at the regular time to make it up! Also these next few chapters may be the last ones so please look out for a new book I may be starting soon. Remember to leave suggestions of who to do next. Buh bye 👋