TW- panic attack
I grab Ranboo' s out stretched hand to get up off of the bench. My hand tingles a little and I get a little worried. I think Ranboo could tell because they held a little tighter to my hand. This tingly feeling wasn't anything like my normal panic attacks. It was something new. I didn't know what it was but it was a little scary.
"Hey? Y/N? Y/N? Are you ok?"
I pop out of the trance that I was apparently in to meet Ranboo waving a hand in front of my face. I look into their eyes and smile a bit. Still a little on edge what that feeling is I let go of Ranboo hand. They seemed a little disappointed that I let go. It's probably because their worried. We walk out of the convention center over to the Uber that everyone was sitting in waiting for me. Lane opens the door and beckons us to get in.
"Sorry guys... I fell asleep and didn't realize how late it got... sorry to make everyone wait."
I look down in embarrassment. Tubbo raises his hand and waved it in disagreement.
"You're okay Y/N, Tommy filled the time by screaming at Wil about goldfish"
Tommy turns to smack Tubbo in the arm and the boy winces.
"I WAS NOT! I WAS SIMPLY STATING MY OPINION THAT GOLDFISH ARE ASS"
I look at Tommy in pure shock. How could he think that goldfish were bad. I glance over to Wil and he just shrugs. I don't want to escalate the arguing because goldfish happen to be my favorite snack. I just get in the car next to Lane and shut up. After a while we make our way to an Air Bnb. I look to Lane in confusion why we were headed to a house to go eat.
"Oh sorry Y/N I forgot to mention. Yeh we are just headed to Wil, Tubbo, Ranboo, and Tommy's Air Bnb for food tonight."
I shake my head in acknowledgement and just continue to stare out the window as we pull up to the house. It's so big and modern. It couldn't have been cheap. I wonder who paid for it? Then I realize these are a bunch of famous twitch streamers. Of course this was cheap for them and Wil probably paid for it. Once we get stopped in the driveway we all pile out into the house. As I make my way in I feel another tap on my shoulder. This time I don't threaten to kill the person behind me. I turn to look who it is and this time it is Wil.
"Hey Y/N I know you seemed a little tired. If you want to you can ask one of the boys if it's alright to take a nap in their bed. I'm sorry I couldn't offer mine, I just have a bunch of junk on it right now."
I look at Wil and tell him a small thank you while I walk up to the three people with rooms in question.
"Hey guys is it alright if I take a nap in one of your guy's rooms?"
They all look at each other to figure out who would offer their room first. Ranboo steps up a little bit with a concerned look on their face. Fully visible this time as he took off the mask that he wore at the con.
"Hey Y/N? Are you okay? You can stay in mine if you want! Here let me show you where it is!"
They start walking towards the stairs and I follow sluggishly behind. I can feel all eyes on the back of my head which makes me feel worse. As we get into the room they move the pillows around and pulls the blankets back for me to get in.
"Here if you need anything text me."
They walks over to grab their phone and walk back over to me. I put their number into my phone and they walk out of the door. As they leave I feel lonely. My hands start to be twitchy and I feel tears prick my eyes. I try to breathe to calm myself down but it doesn't really work. I begin to put my hands on my head both in panic and disappointment in myself. Why can't I just go an hour before having to call them back in?! I decide I don't want to be annoying to Ranboo so I try my best to text Lane.
"Hye llane i Ned help"
My hands shake so much that even to me my text doesn't make any sense. I put back down my phone and for what seems like forever I sit there shaking and crying. I finally hear a quick knock at the door and a voice arise as well.
"Y/N are you ok?! Can I come in?"
It's Ranboos voice... the one person I didn't want to see me like this. I begin to cry even more and I think they hear me as they open the door anyway without my response. They rushed over to me and sits in front of me on the bed. I just keep crying as they looked at me being a complete mess.
"Hey Y/N I want you to look at me."
I'm trembling but I lift my head up a bit. Ranboo had a tissue in their hand and begins to wipe the tears away from my eyes. I give a small smile still shaking but calming down due to their presence.
"Hey it's gonna be ok. Breathe with me okay?"
They take a deep breath in and lets it out again. I copy their breathing and completely calm down. I give them a smile and they smile back once they realize I'm okay.
"Thank you"
I say that in the most small tone I have. They nod their head in acknowledgment and gets up to leave me to get sleep again. Before they could leave the bed my hand reaches for their hoodie sleeve. They turn back around and looks me in the eyes with a soft kindness but also concern.
"Anything else you need Y/N?"
I nod my head slightly and scoot over in the bed. Ranboo still stands there waiting for my response.
"Is.. is it okay if you just sit here until I can fall asleep?"
They nod their head and gets into the bed with me. It didn't take me long to close my eyes and drift off to sleep. But I also know that someone else did the same.
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Yes I know they didn't get back up for supper. I'm sorry but it was cute and just had to let them sleep.
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The Unexpected (Ranboo x Reader)
FanfictionY/n meets Ranboo at twitchcon and you get close. A bit more close than you thought. After some rough patches and broken friendships the bond you share is perfect. (NO SMUT) Started- May 20th 2021 Ended- June 11th 2021 Edited: October 12th 2022 (now...