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forty-six.

[Kook 💜]

-Sunday-

8:09 pm

[You're leaving?]

Taehyung: You're finally awake! I thought I will never hear your voice again...I miss you! You have been sleeping for 1 week! I started thinking already that there are some girls wearing swimsuits in your dream that's why you don't want to wake up! Please don't do that again! Okay? Don't put yourself in danger for me-

[You're leaving.]

Taehyung: Don't move too much... Okay? You're still recovering! You should rest than calling me!

[Taehyung...]

Taehyung: I was there for 3 days. I kissed you... I thought it will wake you up but no...

[...]

Taehyung: Is there something wrong? Is Jin hyung there? Did the doctor check you already?

[I love you.]

Taehyung: I...I love you...too... I'm sorry if that happened to you... I'm sorry -

[It's not your fault.]

Taehyung: It is... if I told you about my past... this won't happen.

[Things will happen if it is meant to happen. Stop blaming yourself.]

Taehyung: I'm sorry...

[And stop saying sorry. What are you sorry for?]

Taehyung: I'm leaving you...

[...]

Taehyung: I know you will find someone better-

[Why I will find someone better when I already found you.]

Taehyung: You need someone who will be there for you... someone won't run away just to escape from his past...

[I'm proud of you.]

Taehyung: what?

[I'm so proud of you. At first, I wonder why you keep pushing me away when I told you I love you... but now...I understand why you did that... I'm sorry if I got mad at you at that time. I already told you... they're the ones confessing to me... and I used to be the one pushing them away.]

Taehyung: Jerk... you should be guilty about it.

[I know. I should be. Taehyung...I didn't mean to hear your past from someone else. It just happened. And you... don't deserve any of that. I'm sorry.]

Taehyung: Do you... pity me? Disgust of me? I used... my mother's death to get away from him...

[I...I pity the 9 years old Taehyung but I'm more proud of him. To what he has become now. I will never be disgusted to you Taehyung... stop thinking you used your mother's death to save yourself from him. You shouldn't experience all of that in the first place. You're too young...]

Taehyung: You don't know how much those words mean to me...

[Today is your flight...]

Taehyung: Uhm.. yeah... sorry if I wasn't able to say goodbye to you personally...

[You will just hurt me more if you do that...]

Taehyung: Do you want me to stay?

[Will you stay if I told you so?]

Taehyung: Kook...

[No...You won't. Just go Taehyung. Leave me.]

Taehyung: I'm sorry...

[I want to be selfish too... but, I love you.  So just go and stop hurting me.]

Taehyung: I wish the best for you Jungkook...

[Even the best for me is you?]

Taehyung: I'm... not...

[Tss...I heard my father called you.]

Taehyung: He called me.

[Did he offer you money?]

Taehyung: Yes but I-

[That's all I want to hear Taehyung.]

Taehyung: Jungkook... I didn't-

[You can go now.]

Taehyung: I'm sorry...

[Just go Taehyung... Leave.]

Taehyung: Goodby-

Call ended.

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