Love Only Happens Once

Chapter 5

                                                                              Haley

To say Liam was furious was understatement. He looked as though he was ready to burst any minute. His pride has been ruined by Jeremy and just shattered into a tiny million little pieces. Would it be bad thing to say that I enjoyed every ounce fury just steaming off him right now? To know that someone knocked him off his pedestal and didn't even bat an eyelid. because I my friend enjoyed every last second of it. I look like and feel like a kid on Christmas Day. However, I was also skeptical about why Jeremy would do that for me. I mean I haven't exactly been nice to him AT ALL...and that wasn't going unnoticed!

"dude, did you see his face?? Hi-freaking-larious. I've never seen him so mad. it was like someone told him he was the shit on the bottom of my shoe. ahhhh-man?" I said to Jeremy.

"Yeah I guess that was funny huh!" Said Jeremy.

"Yup! Why?" I questioned. poor child looked utterly confused.

"Why did you help me?" I asked. realization smacked him right on the forehead.

"Um I'm not really sure why. I can't believe I did that I mean it's not like you have treated me the best of ways. I really should have just left you scraping up your pride off the floor. epiphanies sometimes they happen a little too late! Don't you think?" Jeremy replied.

You know that moment when your eye starts twitching and your just itching to hit something? Yeah...well...thats me right now! I know what you're thinking he didn't say anything that wasn't true. WRONG!!! I don't scrap pieces of my pride it's always intact okay? I mean after all the arguments we've had how could he not pick that up!!! Idiot!!!

"I do. not. pick. my. pride. of. the. floor. OKAY!!! And you're right I don't know why you helped me. I surely hope you weren't expecting anything in return arrogant bastard" I replied. "I mean who do you think you are? Your help was not needed. You gave it on your own voluntary terms and actions. I refuse to bow down and act like a lost puppy dog because you want to play night and shining armor. Happy to tell ya...your suit looks really rusty right now!!!" Ugh!! He makes me so mad. well can kiss my plump ass.

                                                                        Jeremy

Wow. are all the words I have. I usually prefer to not call girls this but she is such an ungrateful bitch!!! All I do is try to be nice to her and all that ever happens is her blowing up in my face. I mean why is she so miserable. Did she ever stop and think to herself that manners bring you a long way. I'm nice to her even when I don't have to be and I take up for her when she clearly needs help getting her point across. I don't know how wrong it would be to say that when she was yelling at fiddle how cute she was flustered ;) 😉😉 such a turn on! And then she decided to open her mouth again it made mad and at the same time sport a semi hard on! I mean damn she was sexy but the evilness she contains just dies it down a little.

"You never knew a woman could be so ungrateful and bitchy and miserable. No wonder he feels as though you will always be around. That's because you will be. Anyone that tries to be nice to you push away. No guy wants to fuck a miserable bitch we want sex to be fun not a pain in our ASS! so to answer you're question...no I was not trying to get anything from you because it wouldn't be fulfilling and I wouldn't enjoy it!!!!" She pisses me of so much. I know I have a right to yell back and be pissed right now but I felt like such a dick!!! S-s-she had tears in her eyes and you could tell she was fighting them back. just seeing her that way just made me want to drop down to my knees and apologize I didn't mean to make her cry...i was just....mad!! Man I feel like such a dick!

"We'll if that's how you really feel...ill make sure you never have to deal with this ungrateful bitch ever again!!" she replied in shaky voice. 

"i-I-I" She wouldn't let me speak.

"No you have said everything you have to say and I'l just make your life a little easier because obviously ungrateful bitches like me deserve miserable lives" 

"Haley...wait that's not what I meant. I'm sorry. I didn't mean that" she just looked at me. 

"Save it" she sniffled. Why am I such a dick. Why couldn't have I just been the bigger person. I mean look at me I just made a girl feel bad about herself and cry. How did this savior moment crash and burn so fast. How did I turn from a lover boy to a complete jerk who destroys a woman's self conference. I saw a slight movement in my peripheral and my eyes widened. Her ex-boyfriend saw everything and he had arrogant smirk on his face.  For some reason that just made my blood boil and so I walked up to him and punched him in the jaw. One hit was all it took and he was out cold. Wimp...I hadn't even put my all in it. 

                                                                                Haley 

I don't know why Jeremy's words got me but it did. I felt like shit because I realized he was right...I was miserable...a bitch...and I couldn't even make someone's time worth while. I mean I act like a bitch to practically every guy that walks up to me. It's just that I have reason for all the things I do. But it doesn't give me the right to act like bitch to everyone I know. Why was I so mean? especially to him it isn't like he did anything to me. Yeah, he has a reputation as being the bad boy and a manwhore! but he's never once hit on me or talked to me like a piece of meat? But then what if its an act? What happens when I do give in? Do I end up in the same spot I was in five years ago? Or do I get my heart broken again? I don't want to feel like shit again and I don't want to be told I'm worthless...It's funny because I can still remember the time HE told me that:

(Flashback)

"Haley Haley Haley...What am I going to do with you! I asked you to do one simple thing. Cook dinner and put on the gift I bought for you." He was really mad but I just couldn't put that thing on there was barely any article of clothing. I didn't want to walk around the house naked not with the way his temper changes. I was scared as it is at the moment...having everything out in the open was not a comforting thought at the moment.

"B-B-But there isn't enough material on the gift. I'm practically walking around naked in heels" I flinched when he his expression turned even more angrier.

"THAT'S THE FUCKING POINT DUMBASS!!! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GOOD FOR!!!" I started feeling the tears prickle in my eyes. I still couldn't understand how I ended up in this situation he was so nice when we met but know it was like he was a different person and it scared me. 

"I'm sorry. I-I-I just don't wear clothing like that" I murmured while fiercely holding back my tears. 

" Im sorry Im sorry" he mocked. "You are so fucking...WORTHLESS...why I keep you around I don't even fucking know" At that moment the dam holding back my tears broke. He thought I was WORTHLESS and that word I cried even harder. He used to say nice things about and now I was dirt on the bottom of his shoes. I don't think I've cried so hard in my life...

(end of flashback)

I faintly heard someone calling my name in the background while I was sorting through the questions in my head. I turned around and blinked my eyes a couple times until my vision cleared. Oh my God!!!....