I've gone through some things in life who hasn't? Yet I'm still b*tchy and hate the world for what's happen to me. Okay...well I don't hate the WHOLE world but you catch my drift! I seem to have bad taste in men and at this point I think they univer...
I wanted to bring Haley to my favorite place. Whenever I'm there I am able to let loose. I let go of all the frustration and anger I build up when I'm living in the "Fulton" world. I set my unhappiness free. We reached our destination a little after a half hour. I was a nervous wreck just waiting for her reaction. I wanted her to love it the same way I do but only so she'd know something no one else knew?
I watched her as she walked around in awe taking every little detail. I'll admit she's a stubborn little thing but she wouldn't be her without that extra fight in her you know? It's like she makes you think. She makes you work for it. I'd like to think I did a little winning today. She goes to stand on the mountain-like stone and I walk up to help her. She looks so beautiful with the moon's light shining down on her. You almost believe she's an angel. The way her hair cascades around her and the way light engulfs her makes me feel pretty lucky right now. This moment couldn't be better and I thought what better way to capture it other than making it a moment worth remembering.
I always thought Haley was a sight to behold. She embraced her every feature. She was never ashamed to show her true feelings. She didn't spend her days chasing every guy she could. She was smart and beautiful. Yeah maybe she had a horrible attitude but if you weigh the pros against the cons i'll say she knocks it out of the park. I don't know. Maybe this is something I am just now realizing or maybe this is something I was afraid to admit but I think I might be...falling for a stubborn sass mouth girl named Haley Gwenovich. I mean she even has a cool last name! (I ruined the aww moment didn't I? ;)
Eventually we left because Haley got hungry again. We had a near accident when Hales screamed "Mickey D's" unexpectedly. It took me a while to catch my breath but I eventually did. As we ordered our food I sat and took another long look Haley as she looked around. I hadn't seen her have this much fun ever. I suddenly had the urge to make her smile every day and laugh every second. She was truly beautiful when she let herself be free. This was the girl who stood her ground against her abusive ex. She was my Mulan Warrior. It made me admire her so much more. If only we could be something more without all of the explosive arguments and ruining each other. If only I could be everything she ever needed.
"Hey hales, have you finished eating like a growing boy?" I teased. She stuck her tongue out at me and deadpanned a yeah. I laughed at her and she started to blush. She looked adorable. Oh man I am so whipped. "You ready to go back to the dorms or do you want to stay and hangout a bit longer?" I asked. She thought for a second biting her lip in the process. She was cute and sexy at the same time. I don't know if that makes sense but truthfully it turned me on :D.
"Can I just stay with you?" She blushed.
"I knew you couldn't resist Jeremy II for too long!" I teased. She instantly turned red like a tomato.
"T-that wasn't what I meant? I meant can I sleep over at your apartment for the night. I'm not ready to go back and explain" she finished softly and look down fidgeting. I tipped her head up with my finger and whispered to her,"Don't worry Hales I'll always be there for you okay? So do you want to watch a movie when we get back to my apartment?" Her eyes brightened and she nodded excitedly. I decided to tease her a little bit more on the way back to my apartment.
"I Jeremy Fulton was able to make Haley Gwenovich blush at least one time today. I also am the first person to receive a bashful and stuttering performance from Miss Gwenovich herself." I proclaimed in a terrible English Accent. I was better off going with a country twang I could nail that any day. I smiled with amusement as she turned to glare at me.I found it quite hilarious at how she tried to fight the grin slowly making its way onto her face. Her smile was sight to see. It was radiant and obviously not shared enough with the world. Sometimes, I wish everything was easier. I wished Haley didn't live the life she did and I wished I had parents who cared about me a lot more. However, I can say we aren't two f*cked up people we're simply two people who have gone through trials and are beating the obstacles. In reality we all have our demons we have to face and each one bears a different significance of importance to us. Our problems are valued differently by others and there isn't much we can do about it except try to understand who we are and how OUR problems relate to us and everyone else around us. Perfect wouldn't it be...but...life isn't that easy. There aren't meadows filled with every colored flower on every corner turned, there are no angelic children laughing on the park playground, and there are no happily ever afters that last lifetime. You might be thinking I'm looking too much into the depressing part of this and you're right. I NEED to find the silver lining, why, because if I want to make Haley happy there's no other way and yeah...maybe I should be doing this for myself as well but I can't seem to talk myself into seeing it that way. For right now it isn't a problem but maybe by loving her she can help me to love myself. Hopefully.
As I watch her hop into the car she talks about the movies we could watch. I tell her I have Netflix so we would have to choose from there. She doesn't mind instead she quizzes me on what genre of movies I like best. We choose to go with a comedy because too many serious things have happened already. Relaxing ourselves and breathing freely for the night sounded like the perfect remedy. We chose to watch the movie Looney Tunes Back In Action. If you have never seen this movie you probably had a terrible childhood. This is one of the movies of the centuries people! Get to watching.
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Towards the middle of the movie I noticed that we began to cuddle with each other unconsciously. Heat emanated from her body flowing into mines. Her body and curves fit perfectly against me. It was almost like she was made for me. I looked down at her to see her laughing hilariously. Her voice was melodic and it put me in a trance temporarily. She was my personal siren. I could see a domesticated life with her. A marriage where I was never bored and a marriage where we would have little her's and me's running around our house. I could see a future with her. And...I'm sounding really sappy right now but it is very much true. She's beautiful and it wasn't anything you could ever deny. She's captured me with her very being and I showed that she did. I leaned my head down to her forehead causing her to startle and look in my eyes. We stared at each other for a while simply studying each other's faces. Her breathed fanned across my face. The heat and the minty smell nearly caused me to have a heart attack. As she shyly looked up at me, I leaned down the rest of the way and pour everything I had into this kiss. I never really thought this day would come but I'm so glad it has. She tastes like mint and chocolate and man is it delicious. If I didn't need air, I could kiss her all night. I savor this moment because I know this may be my last chance to kiss her for a while. When we finally take a breath, I looked at her, taking in how fast she is breathing and how there is virtually no space left between us. I don't waste another second to kiss her again. Right now I can truly say this is probably – NO this is the best night of my life.
