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Past Part-29 The Love

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The mature content starts at the author's pov so.... Though I will keep 🔞 sign at start and at ending. Just alerting you all.

" Let me touch the hidden corners of your heart, with each penetration I take.. let me hold you tight in my arms and take you to the heights of pleasures... To touch the shiny stars."
~Anya.

Chapter-54

Vanya's POV:-

Love... Love can change any person to anything. It can create goodness and evilness, it can create miracles and disaster and what not?

But. What is Love? Can anyone explain it? Probably the definition of Love is different for each and every individual and my definition is " It is something that we can not see but only feel."  Love is an immense feeling of cherishing and caring for someone... At the point of losing our own self just to make sure they are happy... That's what happened with me about Surya.

Surya... A part of my life that I can never move on from. He was the light I craved for all the long just to leave him in the middle. I have my reasons, to leave him.. being with me would atleast at a point would have tired him...

He would have to always be anxious about my safety and that would also make him fall in traps. They need me so that they can get him.

I don't want Surya get tired of me... Of our love! I just need him to have a smile whenever he remembers me or our love. He would hold my heart forever even though the period of time we have spent is less than three years! We made memories in our heart that would leave us at our death... Or it is atleast what it is for me..

So many things changed in our life. The day before our third year final exams completed, I am to leave to Hyderabad in few days since my parents are at my relatives attending a funeral of a distant relative. They didn't want me to come there until they come so I am staying here few more days.

Jhanvi had became lifeless so am I! The loss of her baby and Adwait at a time is taking a toll on her health and mental state that she couldn't think properly. She is not even smiling, talking or being with anyone.

She would stare at space and zone out. She is leaving to London to have some lone space and I was more than happy that she is thinking about healing. The change of climate might do something to her and all I hope is for her to recover.

My every day starts with thinking whether Surya would come today and the night ends with tears and disappointment that he didn't come.

If love can give the pleasure it can give pain too. A pain that can never be understood by other person...

~Vanya

I closed my diary and kept the pen aside before getting up from chair. My gaze fell on the packed bags of Jhanvi and the heavy feeling of leaving came back to my heart once again filling me with pain.

Even though I am happy that she is taking a little time for her still I am sad that she won't be there with me.

Biting my lips I left the room and went outside after locking the main door. Jhanvi went out to meet Adwait for one last time saying she want to give a good bye to him. I didn't stop her, she wanted to do it so I can't.

The time is 5:00pm and the evening breezes just started. The cool air brushing over my skin sent me a shiver down my spine.

I smiled when I saw few kids playing. How good it would be it to be a kid!?