" Like a cool breeze on a hot day, you left me after touching once and leaving me alone to crave for more."
~Anya.Chapter-51
Author's POV:-
First date. First date is something special for any couple.
The brightly shining moon with the stars accompanying them, Vanya looked at Surya who is looking nervous.
"Is it okay? I hope it is not too bad for a first date." Surya said as they settled on the chairs.
They are on terrace of the restaurant, which is also another seating area to dine, the open area is just adding to their thrill of a first date. Unlike the air of expensive ACs Vanya found her solace in the calm and cool breezes of nature.
"I like the place. Thank you for bringing me here." Vanya said slowly looking down. Just then, a waiter appeared for their food. Surya asked Vanya to place the order. The entire place is empty except for the two. He booked it early a day back.
"Why no one is here?" Vanya asked and Surya talked about their privacy and all making her nod. She was never the one to be silent, and her silence is not helping him in anyway to calm his nerves down. Her talks and smiles always encouraged him to come out from his cold self and act normal. Atleast for her. But her this silence... It is constantly remaining him that they are fighting...
The food came and they ate in silence. Even though he initiated talk few times her replies are short. This is not working out. Their first date. And it only added fuel to his sadness.
Completing their supper. They waited for the dessert to come. "So you are still angry with me." Surya mumbled making Vanya sigh and look away.
"What should I do to earn your forgiveness? I already brought you out! What do you expect me to do?" Surya asked restlessly at her behaviour.
"This is not working out." Vanya said and it took few second for Surya to understand her words and when he did, all he can see is red!
"I don't understand what you are talking." Instead he played dumb as the waiter placed the desert on their table.
" I am a woman who grew up with peace Surya. I am not capable to take care of myself if something happens again like the previous times. You are a person with power, and more precious. I am not. You are accustomed to violence... I am not!... I can't stand blood Surya, but you can... You shouldn't hold yo-" "You are afraid that something will happen to you?!" He asked and Vanya sighed.
"No. As I always said nothing matter if it is with you.... It is about US Surya.... US! We have thus beautiful relationship... I didn't love you as the Mafia Surya. I loved you as my innocent Surya... I loved the simple Surya... Not this Surya Rajput... You being the Mafia man... It will either kill me... Or kill you... Both things will lead to a terrible ending... I didnt sign up for this. I never did. Our worlds are different and blending them would only turn them to disaster... I thought it would be okay at first but it is not!
"In this process, it is sure that either of us will end up getting hurt-" "How could you be so calm explaining all this like you don't feel a thing about leaving me?" Surya gritted his eyes forming a thin layer of tears.
"I am not leaving you, I am asking you to leave all these terrible things and start a new. Please Surya... I can't stay away from you but I can't stay with you with uncertainty. Try to understand my p-" "Let's leave." His reply baffled Vanya as he stood up with a swift. She got up and followed him.
"Surya. I know I was the one who started it all but try to understand. It won't work well. Surya please choose me." Her voice strained in the end as tears formed in her eyes. They got into the elevator.
He punched the ground floor.
" Surya... Are you listening. Please Surya. Leave all that. Let's start a fresh life away from all this. Understand why I am telling-" " I don't want to hear anything." His voice was calm but she knew it is anything but calm at this point. She can see the clenched fists and jaw.Vanya stood silent and soon they are back at the villa going to their rooms. "Be ready by tomorrow early morning. We will be heading back." That was the last thing he spoke before going to his room leaving Vanya outside. She slowly dragged herself to her room and closed the door. Now letting the tears fall freely. She is afraid... Not about her life... But about the life she had to deal with if something happens to him.. she can't protect herself... And he wouldn't be able to protect her all the time... They had enough...
The early morning Vanya woke up with alarm. Her eyes aching and she is feeling sore with all the crying session last night. She dragged herself to bathroom and got ready in her previous day's clothes. She looked at the black bracelet and left it and kept it back in the box.
She walked out to see Surya whose eyes are red. His posture stiff and tense..
She went near him and touched his arm but he jerked away from her making her cry. "Not early in the morning." His cold voice adding fuel to her pain.
The two hours of torturous journey, they are back to Delhi.
They reached their appartment and Surya sat in the couch and called Can't to him. She eagerly went to him thinking he might tell her that he is choosing her. "Pack your stuff by today. I have seen you an appartment near your college." He said and was about to get up to leave but she held him down and sat in his lap. His face emotionless like the very first time they met two years ago.
"So you choose to leave me. You choose your sickness over me?" Vanya asked tears rolling down from her eyes.
"Yes." He replied. She fisted his shirt and brought him closer. "Are you leaving me?.." she asked as she cupped his face trying to look past his cold eyes that didn't show his emotions.
"You are the one who asked me to leave you or leave what I am trained to. If I think you are right, I should choose between you, so leave Vanya. Your life is importa-" "It's not about my life, it is about us. I don't want us to risk Surya-" "I am already rooted in this Vanya. You are right I am risking your life. I am so-" "Shut up please, I told you I need you to be with me. Please don't do this Surya. I don't want you to be in tha-" " Respect my choice like I did with yours." He said sternly looking into her eyes.
She got up from his lap with a heavy feeling in her chest. "This is the end then?" She asked her breathing hard as fresh tears rolled down her eyes.
"The End" he replied
😈😈😈 What's up peeps? Max five chapters to go. I know I am lagging the past but to understand their chemistry we need all this. So buckle up sweeties for a not so sweet journey a head. The road is a lot bumpy ahead!
Don't kill me.
Love~Anya❤️
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