There was once this girl who loved too much,
there was once this boy who lost too much.
She loved him too soon,
he loved her too hard.
But something broke them.
She healed him in a way with no scars,
he broke her apart without thinking twice.
She...
" No true love is bed full of roses... It have thrones too." ~ Anya
✯Chapter-3✯
Surya's POV:
The meeting went successful. Me and Adwait are currently sitting in my cabin discussing regarding the work.
After talking for a while he left to do his work. We are best friends since childhood.
Sadly his parents passed away 15 years back... From then Iam his everything. He was with me when my mom died and I was with him when his parents and his sister died in a car accident.
Leaving the thoughts regarding the past i continued to look into the file which contains the details regarding the project.
*Phone rings*
I looked at my phone and its my dad. I sighed and picked it up. "Hello son?" His voice is shaky probably due to the age.
"Yes Dad?" I asked him. " Your mom is missing you.. can you come this Saturday and stay over at Sunday?" He asked me with a hope lingering in his voice.
He too knows my answer but still he asked. "No dad. I can't." I replied and cut the call.
Previously I never talked to him until one day she pushed me to do so. He married a woman right after my mother's death after what like 5 months.
I was very angry. He said he did that for me but he didn't think that replacing my mom is the last thing i wanted then. If not for Vanya I would have never stepped there. It isn't like my stepmother is evil. Infact she loves me more than anything. But the fact that she is replacing my mother ate me up.
But Vanya... She told me understand my father. She made me talk to my stepmother.... Her thoughts nowadays are eating me up. Like Iam missing her... I left all these and started concentrating on the work.
In the evening I went to my house. I opened shower and let the water hit me to clam my soul and mind. Her thoughts... While standing in the shower... I remembered..
We just had love making session then. She walked to the washroom to bath. But iam not ready to leave her so I followed her to the washroom. She stood under the shower letting the water to clean her.
Looking at her like that did something in my heart. I walked towards her. My front is facing her back and slowly I traced my finger over her beautiful hands. I kept my face in her crook and started nuzzling and giving wet kisses. She turned to look at me.
"Just now Surya.. just now you made love to me and again? Control Surya.. in this rate you will get me pregnant one day." She said laughing.
My eyes turned pitch black at that and I immediately imagined Vanya having a bump. Kids in her womb... My kids... This turned me on more and I grabbed her and kissed her lips. I pushed her towards the wall and made love to her...
My eyes moistened as the memory came so fresh infront of my eyes.. Vanya being pregnant with my child is my biggest fantasy...
Her smile when she tells me the news, her scolding me, her cravings, her mood swings... Everything... I wanted to be the father of her kids... Now? We don't have kids neither any relationship. A tear rolled down my face as I collapsed on the ground with shower still running.
I sobbed at my poor fate... "VANYA...." My cries became louder as another day passed with me crying for her.
Vanya's POV:
I went to home huffing and puffing. I saw Vansh playing a video game and Sanya sitting and reading a comic book.
I greeted them and went to my room. My room is a simple one with grey color walls, white curtains and balcony and glass doors. A walk in closet...
I went to washroom and removed my dress. I went towards the mirror and looked at myself. The scars on chest area and stomach can visible. That's why I mostly wear dresses which covers my entire body. A tear rolled down from my eye.
I turned away and stepped in the shower crying... When will this pain go away? When I will get a happy life? I never asked anything.... Just a simple life with my kinds and the man I love.
I sighed and washed my body. I draped myself in the white fluffy towel. I changed to my pajamas.
I went down talked with Mom and Dad sometime.. then I feeded my kids. Yes I still feed them and will do it forever if they want because I love to do it. They will also eat only with my hands or Mom's. Mom will go to the school in the afternoon with lunch. She will feed them there and will come back.
"Mumma. Tomorrow is parents meeting." Said Vansh munching the food. "Don't talk while you are chewing". Scolded Sanya completing her chewing process.
I smiled at her. She is just like a copy of her dad. So neat and all. Her anger too is of her dad's . But the reading thing is mine. She has his eyes and my hair while Vansh had my eyes and his hair. His facial looks are same as mine except his nose.
While Sanya... She has my nose and his lips. Her eyebrows are his too. Same with Vansh. These both are enough for me to why Iam not able move on in my life. How can I when I get constantly get reminded by these two seeds of his... I made them eat. Made them drink water and after saying some stories, kissing them good night I came downstairs and ate my food in complete silence.
After that I sat with Mom and Dad to talk. " You know Arvind? Your uncle's second son?" Asked my mom. I nodded while looking at her.
"He asked your hand today for marriage." There is a complete silence in the room. I looked at her and scoffed.
" She won't marry. Atleast not to that Arvind." Dad said firmly. "But ji he is my brother's son. He is a good guy and is ready to accept Vanya and the kids-" I harshly threw away the book I was reading.
" I. DONT. NEED. A. MAN. TO. TAKE. CARE. OF. ME.OR MY. KIDS." I said looking at my mother. The fury Iam having right now is something I couldn't tell.
My mother looked hurt. I sighed as few tears formed in my eyes. "Maa... I can't forget what happened. And moving on is something i can never think. Please try to understand." I said softly.
"It hurts to see you like this Vanya. It hurts... You-you are-are a sweet girl Vanya.. you don't deserve this pain." Said my mom wiping her tears. I kept my head in her lap. As Iam sitting in between them, my dad took my legs in his lap and started massaging them.
" It's ok beta.. I will take care of you until Iam alive. It's just that there will be no one to take care of you after we are dead. Society is very bad Vanya... Very bad." My dad and I closed my eyes feeling the warmth of my parents protecting me from having dangerous.. letting the sleep overcome my dreadful thoughts and embracing the darkness...
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