Original chapter deleted this is a new and revised one.
Thomas's P.o.v.
On the outside I was calm and tried my best to reassure the others, but on the inside there was only one person who I was actually worried about, Jason. I've known Jason since we were both twelve and we've always kind of just clicked. Jason was very oblivious to many things but he was always aware of what was worrying others. Jason never failed to see when I was sad or when his sister fell into a state of depression. Jason was this protective person who cared more about the wellbeing of others than he did for himself. Jason's loyalty and bravery is what landed himself here in the infirmary. Jason's instinct to help without being told is marvelous but risky.
Now here I am patiently waiting for the boy I've known for the last five years to come out of that medical wing alive. I never thought about it until now but I knew for a fact that I couldn't live without Jason. He protected me from myself and he needed to keep protecting me.
My hear yearns to see him one last time to see him walk out that hospital see his bright blonde hair shine when the sunlight illuminates it, see his blue eyes shine, and the side of his eyes and mouth crinkle ever so slightly when he smiles, watch him bite his lip when he's confused or concentrating. His pink, plump lips so, kissable.
My thoughts started to wander I wondered how it would feel to place my lips against his. To connect my mouth to his collarbone leaving love bites along his neck and onto his chest. I made a picture in my head how it would feel for Jason to do the same to me. I imagined him biting my lip as he roughly kissed me showing his dominance over me. Giving me hickeys along my neck and claw marks down my back and chest so whenever my shirt rose it would show how easily he controlled me. My fantasies continued to get more erotic, but my mind told me to stop.
I sighed as my mind told me, "Thomas this is your best friend. Your only best friend. Your straight friend." I continued to lecture myself. "You aren't allowed to think of him that way. Just think of what others would think! What your sister would think!"
I bit onto my lip and sat next to Newt who didn't move the slightest. "Your sister she'll be alright."
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Fanfiction-These characters aren't mine unless said so- What would your reaction be if you found out your parents were a greek/roman god/goddess? You'd go on life saving quests and meet other people just like you. Everything would be just perfect. WRONG!!! ...
