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Letting Go

The next couple of days went by slow as hell. I only thought of Todd and how he knew so much about me and how he made me feel when I was around him. My work at the office didn't occupy me at all no matter how hard I tried. I sighed and put my head in my hands as my last client left for the day. My phone rung and I answered it on speaker. The receptionist said I had a package she would bring up. I haven't received a package since I ordered from Amazon weeks ago so what could I possibly be receiving today? I got up as she came in and sat it on one of my chairs. I looked at the front of the box. No name. I decided to open it and she stood and watched me closely, being nosey trying to see what was it. I sighed and asked,"You have anything else to do?" She rolled her eyes and walked out as I said,"Thanks. Ugh, brat." I opened the box and a card was on top of the lock box inside. The card read: Haven't heard from you in a while, hope to see you soon. This lock box contains your privacy you desire. So it's for you to lock away whatever you choose and unlock it when you want to let go. Whether you hold onto something big or small it's always best to let it go. I picked up the lock box and mumbled,"Todd." I shook my head and put it on my desk. I picked up my cellphone and called him. "Hi!" I received your gift, thank you but I don't need it." His voice soothed my soul ugh I was doing it again! He basically told me to keep it and it's from the heart. He asked me out for lunch and what did my dumb ass say? YES! And there I was walking on the patio of  a restaurant an hour later meeting up with him. He hugged me gently and smelled so freaking good. I almost got lost in his scent. He pulled my chair out for me and sat down. "So how's work going eh?" He asked. "It's fine I've actually been pretty busy lately," I smiled, what about you?" He leaned back in his chair and said,"Eh so so." The waitress took out drink orders and he ordered wine for us both. I watched her give him googly eyes and him ignore her while watching me. I liked that shit. I wanted to tell her that didn't work now get on bitch. But I held my composure. He smiled at me and looked under the table. "Nice skirt and heels," he said. I nodded and said,"Thank you." The next thing he said made me stop in my tracks. "I want to take them off you at this table," he said sweetly. I choked on air and he chuckled and said," Shall we go to the restroom?" I couldn't speak. I couldn't believe he said that! But what did I do? Take his damn hand and went into the restroom! He locked the door behind him and I backed into the wall nervously. "Don't be afraid," he said caressing my cheek gently. I breathed nervously watching his every move when in reality I wanted him to take me right then and there! I held myself back. He held my chin and said,"I see you." I don't know what happened but in that moment I tackled him against the wall and kissed him super hard and passionately. I could've sworn I heard him chuckle underneath. I wanted him to ravage me. I wanted to feel him so much I couldn't believe I was even thinking this way! What was wrong with me? He took control immediately and chuckled,"Didn't take you as the type." That stopped me in my tracks. I backed away and said,"You're right, I'm not." I smother my skirt out and walked out of the restroom. I didn't feel him following me so I kept going to the front door. I reached my car and he was following me at this point. "Drove yourself today huh?" He asked smiling cheekily. I rolled my eyes and said,"Get in." He took his poor time getting in and I knew where to go. I knew what I wanted and what I needed also. Him. In my bed. Wherever. I just needed him. And for some odd reason, I felt he needed me too. I pulled up home minutes later and he looked at me and his eyebrows went up so sexy. I couldn't speak. I just stared like a deer caught in headlights. He broke the silence and asked,"Are we getting out love?" I opened my car door and he did the same. My butler waited outside with the house door open and I said to him,"Take the night off I got it from here." He said yes madam and quickly took off. Todd went straight to the couch and sat down. I nervously approached him and asked,"What do you see within me that I don't see within myself?" He motioned for me to sit down next to him and I did. He cupped my chin and said,"Everything." And within a blink of an eye he read me like a book. I don't know how. I don't know how long. All I know is we were making out and I was in his lap! I straddled him as he spoke softly while kissing the back of my neck,"I've seen you before. Your spirit, your drive, your actions. I've been you. I see you Tessa. Something inside of me clicked and I felt my walls falling down all around me as he kissed me passionately and pulled my top off revealing my lace bra. He bit his lip and said,"I want to taste every inch of you." My thighs quivered and he kissed me more. I felt his hands graze my backside and unzip my skirt from behind. It slipped off and he picked me up with my legs wrapped around his waist. A moment later his pants and all dropped to the floor and he sat back on the couch with me in his lap. "Say it," he ordered. "Say what?" I asked. "Tell me what you want love," he said smirking. I froze. Did he want me to submit to him on my couch? What the fuck? I've never submitted to a man. Maybe that's why I never had one anyway, I thought to myself. He said it once more and I sighed and said,"You Todd, I want you." He smiled widely and said,"I know." He popped my bra off and sucked my nipples softly. Oh my gosh he knew what to do with a nipple. Maybe it's because I haven't had anyone in a while? Okay I need to stay out of my head. Focus. He continued to suck my nipples and I looked away. "Why can't you look me in my face?" He asked turning my chin towards him. I didn't answer. He kissed me once more and before I knew it he parted my legs on top and slid inside of my vagina. It felt like fireworks had erupted. I gasped and my head flew back willingly. He held onto me as he stroked me slowly. I moaned against him and started to ride as he stroked. Omg I couldn't believe this was happening! He started to move me faster and I started to feel all of him. He nipped and kissed my neck softer making me feel every inch of him. I bounced on his penis and he turned me around backwards on his lap as I continued to bounce. He grabbed my neck and I felt myself cumming. I started to tremble against him and he held me upright and whispered, "I feel you." He let a little moan slip out and that drove me insane. I picked up the pace and he mumbled, "shit." That made me smile inside as he went harder banging me against his pelvis. I started to scream his name loudly and I don't know what happened next all I know is we fell backwards and came together. He pushed me off his chest and laid me on the couch gently and hovered over me. "I told you I wanted to taste every inch of you,"he stated. My breath hitched as he kneeled In front of me slowly and propped my legs over his shoulders. He pulled me closer to his face and the first touch of his lips on mine drove me crazy. I scooted backwards and he brought me back down saying,"Uh uh don't run from me." He sucked my clit and I gasped his name. He continued to suck and lick all over my vagina. He even put his tongue in it and I swear I was in the clouds. I rocked against his face and he held me tightly and continued to devour me softly. "You taste so good," he said in between breaths. I couldn't concentrate. My juices were on his face now and I know there was more to come. He didn't care. He kept going. "I want you to cum 3x for me baby," he said. When I heard 3 I just knew this would kill me. He watched my face and smiled against my clit and licked it making me jump. He kissed me slowly on my thighs and went back to putting his tongue inside of my vagina, slowly and bringing it back out tongue fucking me. I couldn't move, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't focus. My legs started to shake and I started to cum. "That's one," he stated as he licked me whole. At that moment I knew this man would be the death of me. Well, in all reality I should've known that anway from the way he handled me. But there was something about him that drew me closer to him. He read me like a book and no one had ever done that to me. I won't even go into detail about what happened after that all I know is, he had my mind whirring and I couldn't even concentrate.