drowning || bang chan

• three •

"Seo Changbin, when will you finally tell me you like himmmm?" I whined as I shook Changbin's shoulders.

"L-like him??!!!" he responded with shock.

"It's so obvious! I don't really know how you thought you could hide it from your best friend!" I exclaimed at his dumb response.

"Whatever," he said, sounding slightly irritated "I don't even know if he's into guys."

I just stared at him.

Is he really this dense.

Musical genius, Seo Changbin, cannot even tell that the Lee Felix is fruity.

"Binnie... you have got to be kidding me." I sighed.

"Felix is one of the most fruity people I have ever fucking seen," I giggled "How the hell have you not noticed that?"

He stared at me in disbelief.

"He is?" he whispered.

"Yes."

"Fuckkkkkk! I am so stupid." he gasped.

I'm gonna set them up.

I didn't tell Bin that though, he would instantly decline and become a stuttering mess on how it's a horrible idea and Felix won't ever like someone like him and blah blah blah.

Sure, I fucking hated love, but I want nothing more than to see Changbin happy.

Plus, I know that Felix wouldn't hurt him, I trust him.

***

"Hey, can we go to sleep?" I asked, yawning.

"Yeah sure, let me go wash up, I'll come to your room when I'm done." he replied.

I went to my room and threw the covers off my bed and climbed under.

Laying there waiting for Changbin to finish i was thinking....

SHIT!

I didn't do the fucking science homework.

Oh well. That's tomorrow Kat's problem.

Changbin walked into the room and climbed into the bed with me. We cuddled close until we both fell asleep. And no. This wasn't weird. We've been friends since children but that's all we would ever be, this just became normal as we grew up, especially when my dad wasn't here, since I hated sleeping in the house alone.

Luckily, I actually got some sleep, this was rare.

***

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!!!!!!

"SHUT THE FUCK UP HOLY FUCKING SHIT!" I screamed as I launched a pillow at the digital alarm clock.

My sudden outburst caused Changbin to fall out of the bed.

"Kat. What the fuck." he groaned as he looked up at me.

"Sorry..." I sheepishly muttered back to him.

***

Great. Monday.

I would say "time to go to that hellhole" but it wasn't really a hellhole to me.

As awful as school work was.

And as awful as Lee Soomin is.

School makes me happy because I'm never alone there. I'll always have at least one of the boys, or some of my other girl friends.