Love Isn't Enough (L.I.E)

Ch. 17- New Family/Can't Wait

**Another snow day in the DMV so no work for meeee!

WARNING: This Chapter isn't long, but I just wanted to get something out to you guys.

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Kourtney (Sunday Afternoon)

"Ms. Kourtney, isn't Uncle August head shaped like a hexagon?" Mya protested.

"Nuh uh, it shaped like a oval." Kay Kay argued.

Chay and I sat back and laughed at the two going back and forth about the shape of August's head.

"You know what girls, I think it's shaped like a peanut." I laughed.

"Yup, you right Ms. Kourtney! Uncle August got a peanut head!" Kay Kay shouted in agreement.

These little girls are too much for me. They are beyond adorable, and I've grown to fall in love with them and their colorful personalities this weekend.

This morning, Chandra did my hair for me. She styled it, putting some loose curls in with the help of the girls, of course. Turns out she does hair, and very good at it, too. She and I have also established a nice bond. She's truly one of the strongest women I know. To lose the love of your life by the gun, and raise 3 beautiful little girls without their father is no easy task. With the help and support of August, Travis and Mama Sheila, she doesn't know how she would've made it.

Mama Sheila and Cha have both expressed that they are considering moving up to Georgia to be closer to August and Travis. August has told them over and over that they should, but they're both now actually considering it.

Today was our last day here, so I decided I needed to hop in the guest shower and get myself cleaned up in time for dinner. Mama Sheila was throwing down in the kitchen for Sunday dinner today. I could smell the aroma of the food all the way on the bathroom.

I got in the shower and turned it up on the hottest temperature my skin can bare. Hot showers are love to me. I let the water massage my skin for a few minutes, being sure not to wet my hair.

I heard movements in the bathroom, but I figured maybe Aug had to use it or maybe wash his hands or something. But I never heard the sink pipe run nor the toilet flush.

"August?" I called out.

No response.

I turned around in the shower to see a naked August entering into the shower. Fix it Jesus!

"August what are you doing in here?" I questioned.

"Taking a shower." He replied bluntly.

"Okay? You could've waited until I was finished. who said I wanted to shower with you?"

He didn't answer me, so I thought what the heck. It's just a shower and I already knew what his naked body looked like from miles away.

I soon felt him placing single kisses on the back of my shoulders.

"Seriously August?"

He ignored me and continued to kiss my shoulders until he reached by neck. Dragging his tongue against my skin, my body shivered. I even caught myself tilting my head sideways for him to access it better.

Maybe it's my hormones, but I instantly grew hot. Though in the shower, I could feel the moistness developing between my legs.

He placed his hands on my hips and pulled me back, into him. I could feel his hard-on against my butt, my was he excited. Everything inside of me wanted to fight the feeling of wanting him to sex the living guts out of me. But I craved for him, angry and all.

He glided his hands between my thighs as his fingers found its way to my beloved spot. I may have even let out a small moan.

"You missed me?" He whispered into my ear, as his hands continued to rub.

"Mm.. Maybe." I whispered, trying to convince him and myself.

He slipped a finger inside, causing me to involuntarily rest my head backward on his chest. He tilted my head further back, still behind me, and kissed my lips. All while still playing with my pet.

"How 'bout now?" He whispered against my lips.

"Yes. I missed you." I mumbled, giving him a peck. I felt him smirk against my lips.

He turned my body fully around toward his, and we continued kissing for what seemed like forever, until I broke it.

"This isn't right August. I don't think we should be doing this." I confessed.

"I've told you sorry a million times Kourt. I love you. I miss you baybeh." He gently gripped onto the back of my neck and held my head steady, facing directly in front of his. He gently kissed me, pushing me toward the wall.

I froze for a second, thinking long and hard. He has been trying lately, and I can't possibly continue go throughout the rest of the day horny and sexually frustrated like this.

I sighed. "Just be gentle, and don't wet my hair please."

Just like waiting at a stop light to turn green, he smiled hard and attacked my lips. I didn't want to give in emotionally. But physically, he had taken my body to high heights in this very moment.

Truth is, I missed my man. I yearned for his touch again. I just have to learn to trust him with my heart again, which is very scary for me. And I don't want this to confuse him thinking we're back together.

"Wait, August." I put my hand on his chest to stop him.

He gave me those eyes as if saying, 'what the hell do you want now?'

"This doesn't mean we're back together, you know?." He spread my legs apart and rubbed himself at my entrance while I continued to talk.
"And should we be doing this in your mom's shower? What if they hear us?"

"Please. Stop talkin' Kourtney." He demanded, guiding himself into me. I gasped instantly and hushed, just as he requested.

He continued to grind into me, giving long and deep strokes. Hearing him grunt in my ear was such a turn on. He then lifted my legs aground his waist, picking me up from off of the ground, being sure to stand up sturdy. Shower sex is no easy task by a long shot. I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly as he pumped in and out of me. I felt my body tense and soon my juices were trickling down his shaft.

"Damn Ma. I see you did miss a nigga." He grunted as he continued to guide me up and down on him.

After a few more pumps, he gently let me down. "Turn around."

I did as told and followed suit. He glided in me again, making me regret ever going this long without him. Before I knew it, the water had hit my hair and we both were drenched under the shower head.

The way he was making my body feel right now, I honestly didn't give two shits anymore. I just knew Cha was gonna cuss my behind out. I'd have to explain to her that it wasn't my fault, without having to go into too much detail.

After about another half-hour of mind blowing sex, I felt him growing inside of me.

"Fuck." He groaned. "I'm 'bout ta' buss."

He continued gliding in and out of me until I felt the warmness of his substance. We both came together as my body quivered. He pulled me to face him and we began kissing all over again, breathless.

"Damn I missed dat shit, so fuckin' bad." He pecked my lips again, while trying to catch his breath.

"You love meh'?" He asked, looking directly in my eyes.

I nodded, "I do. I love you August."

Smack! I slapped his chest, knowing it'll sting due to being wet. "But if you ever cheat on me again, I swear you won't live to tell the story."

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And no, August and Kourtney is not back together yet.

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-Y.Style