Haiku and I

| A letter to God |

As I walk through unsteady sea

wind whirling heavily, drowning me

water splashes my eyes, I can't see

the beauty of this deep blue sea

as deep as I dive in

I know that I am safe

for someone's holding me inside my heart

then he brought me to diversity of life

there may be fear and darkness

but he's always here in me

protecting, guarding this plant of tree

as I journey, on the surface of the sea

he held me, water still

no hurricane nor darkness, no whirling wind, pain nor fear

in the middle of the journey, I carry some walls

I'm scared to be hurt, and he said 

"it's okay to feel this way, I'm here you don't need those walls"

something keeps pulling me back

and said "stay with me"

and so I will. It's always been him

the one who loves me

the ink so I can write these words

a father, a friend, and a bridge

I owe my life to you

I may not do what you did to me but

I swear from this day forward

I shall follow your way and footsteps

I wrote this since March 28,2021

renew my soul, clean my mind

unbreak my heart

I have realized, not only scenery or faces are beautiful

in this world but

those words of wisdom from you

indeed truly a beauty which I can't see