I couldnt help my thoughts from wandering into the past. Remembering all those beatings I had took as if it happened just hours ago. My skin felt sensitive as if it were covered in bruises all over again. I looked down seeing nothing but smooth perfect white skin but it felt like someone had taken a baseball bat to the entire top half of my body.What the hell was that yesterday? I replayed those events over and over in my head and all I could grasp was the only thing that made sense.
"He tried to rape me."
Has he been here for me all along? I thought. I felt ashamed. There is that feeling again. Shame. What did I do wrong?
"He hurt you?" DKs anger pulled me from my thoughts. "I'll kill him."
"Hurt?" Haha yeah that word I had known all my life but he just gave it a new meaning. Sure he hurt me but it wasn't anything compared to what he said would come.
"He told me something." Mentioning it to him only made it feel true but it had to be said. "I knew that yakuza didn't like me but I never thought they would try to take me out. Did you know?"
"What are you talking about Mira?" He seemed to be just as clueless as me when it came to the subject.
"He said they were going make you do it yourself." When the words were said outloud they just sounded ridiculous. I looked up to see his reaction hoping it wasn't true.
"Mira you can't trust what he says. Do you honestly think that I would know about something like that and not say anything to you?"
"I dont" I cried. "It makes perfect sense though." I looked at my feet still feeling that shame.
"Look at me. I'll talk to my uncle and find out whats going on." He did his best to reassure me but my head had already won the war and I was already thinking of all the ways they could have me killed.
A knock at the door and Lana had rushed in to announce the arrival of Yusuke.
"Takashi is in the back." I said nodding my head in his direction.
"I'm not here for him." He said holding a worried look. "You asked me to keep an eye out for Sakura."
"Yeah."
"They found her body this morning in the trunk of her car."
"No." I said shaking my head. "Thats impossible I just spoke to her." I thought about the last time I spoke to her and so much had happened between then and now. They made a mistake. It couldn't be her. Of course I was in denial or maybe my brain just couldn't comprehend. I heard that when your body receives too much anxiety at once then you just shut down as a defense mechanism. Maybe thats what was happening to me. I also know my luck and my pain and this just seemed too familiar to not be true. I did the only thing I knew how to do. Embrace the pain.
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Insanity of Past Transgressions
Fanfiction***spin-off from Fast and the furious.**** His life is Yakuza but she's an outsider. She wanted his love and he needed her loyalty. Will this journey leave her vulnerable to what's coming or will she be forced to fight and will that fight make her...