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A lonely warehouse, yellow with black trimming this was where we were going to die

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A lonely warehouse, yellow with black trimming this was where we were going to die.. It reminded me of Carter and that place that I really lost myself in.. It did change me it was ironic that I'd die here.. The person I used to be I wonder what shed think of me now..
There wasn't much in the world that made me worry except being without him, at least we would die together. What kind of life could we share now anyway. We had a good run. As I thought my head layed back against the steel wall. I really was too tired. I didnt even want to fight. Then I thought about how lucky I really was.

Takashi, there's something I need to tell you and its not because this is the end. I've never really been very good at letting people in. Sharing my feelings but I want you to know now. He looked over at me with a shocked expression almost looking for the distraction.

Remember when we first met back at that casino what you did to me. I've never felt fear like I've felt with you.

Mira I never forgave myself for hurting you. He answered interrupting me.

No its not that. Let me finish. I've faced death more than I can count, I've lost people that I've cared about. I've never belonged anywhere but the thought of never having known you or going through life and never being near you is so damn tragic that it gives new meaning to hell. Its suffocating and I'm not really afraid of anything. The second I saw you I knew that my life's purpose was by your side.

His worried look softened into a comforting smile. Mira there's something I never told you. I never really loved anything except fast cars and the idea of being loved. I wanted to be feared more and yakuza gave that to me. That was all i saw for a long time what my uncle was and I thought that if I had that I didn't really need love. Then I met you. You gave me something no one else could. It was the first time I actually saw myself and I knew exactly who I wanted to be. I never once felt the need to say it because I never had to before but I love you Mira.

I love you.. his eyes were in pain when he said it. I never seen the man cry ever but here he was teary eyed.

Don't say that.. because we are going to die.

Is that what you think. Ha maybe I should have said it sooner. I know i should have. I never did because you never needed to hear it. But its always been true.

Ya right she said now in tears.

You know how I know that I love you. Because there has never been a morning that i didnt wake up not needing and wanting to see you.

I crave you like the flower craves the sun. I treasure you like fish treasure the sea. There are no words Mira and not enough time to go into all the things that I love about you.

There was a moment of quiet in between bullets which had already been flying through the air and now fire had started to torch the place. Smoke had risen and began to fill the area.

D and Mira held each others hands and focused their sights on one another until the wall came crashing down making them take cover.

All the noise went away as she looked over to see D covering his ears and as the glass shattered around him. They always said in times of trouble that time supposed to move real fast but things didn't move fast instead time seemed to move slowly. She looked down at the warm wetness that formed around her chest. Takashi rushes closer with fear taking over his beautiful features. He's yelling something but the noise had all but disappeared. My eyes felt heavy and I wanted nothing more than to close them.

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