I Have you (H.S Vampire)

Chapter 14:

Chapter 14:

(Ellie's POV)

When we got home, i was going to go straight for a shower so i decided to put the tank back in my room as i felt a little bit better but when i found Harry in there, i didn't just feel a strong pull of lust, i felt anger and tears flood my eyes but i wouldn't let them.

"Harry" i said turning to close the door behind me. I turned around and he was stood up, his hands shooved his. I put the oxygen beside the door and put my hands behind my back.

"Ellie im-" he said but i inturupted him

"-I dont want to hear this, I can see how strongly you feel about your relationship" i said putting my watch on the side .

"Ellie, it's not like that" he said

"Well your saying goodbye to me now" i said

"yeah but" he said trying to explain his side but he didnt have a case in this jury.

"Just go Harry" i said putting my phone on the side and putting my coat on the bed.

"Come on Ellie" he said brushing his hand on arm to stop me. I turned to him and looked him the eye.

"It doesn't matter anymore" i said actually talking about our relationship. As I turned to the door, he stopped it with his foot and put his hand on the door to make sure I couldn't move it.

"Trust me, you do matter" he said looking down at me, the tension between us was more lust than frustration.

"Prove it" I whispered. He pressed his lips on mine and then we began. I put my hands on his cheeks whilst he was pulling my body towards his by my waist. We started heading towards the bed still kissing. When we got to the bed, he gently put me down and got on top of me kissing down my neck and towards my boobs. We were disturbed when my mum shouted up to me but we still carried on

"Honey, im going to get some food in for the week, I'll be back later, if you need anything just ring" she said

"Okay" I shouted in between. His tongue was begging for entrance but because I was so frustrated earlier with him, I wouldn't give in.

"Give in" he moaned as I could feel his erection. I wrapped my legs around him to show him that I was ready for him. I finally let him have full control over my mouth and my body. Then a felt a sudden erge to stop him, stop us. For one, he was going to leave me so why should I let him use me? And for seconds, last time we did this I got pregnant, something I would not like to do again. I pushed him back as I stopped

"Stop Harry" I said sitting up in an upright position, he sat up and looked at me.

"What's up?" He asked stroking my cheek. I could feel our connection through his one touch but I shook it off knowing that it would be wrong.

"I can't do this" I said standing up. Looking away, I could feel his gaze on my back shooting through me.

"What's wrong? Is this because I'm leaving?" He asked and I could tell he WS now stood up but still behind me. I felt his touch on my arms as I crossed them across my body. I shook him off again, feeling heartbroken inside when he mentioned leaving again.

"That's one of the reasons" I whispered. In a blink he was in front of me on his knees looking up at me

"I understand, what's the other?" He said in a way which sounded like he was confused and begging at the same. He acted as if I was the beauty and he was the beast begging me to stay. But in reality, he was the one who was leaving.

"Last time ... It didn't end well" I said jogging his memory. He hugged me without me expecting it. He had me in his grasp deep which allowed the tears I held in to be let out

"I will never put you in that position again" he said letting me go.

"I need to go" I said wiping the tears away and letting him go. As I reached the door, I turned back and looked at him. He looked broken and deserted like I feel inside.

"When will you back?" I asked

"I don't know" he stuttered. I could see he was hurt by my reaction.

"I'll be waiting" I said, my voice croaky and broken. My eyes were welled up trying to hold it in until I leave the room. I open the door and turn back again.

"Harry" I said before opening the door a little bit more. The door was then shut closed, and I could see his hand trapping me. I looked up and he pulled me into to kiss him.

"I can't seem to leave you" he whispered breathing close to me

"Then don't" I whispered beneath him looking up. Some tears let go out of my eyes but I wouldn't let them all go. I blinked and then he was gone. No one was pushing the door shut, no one else in the room apart from me.

He was offically gone.

I walked slowly to the bathroom, getting unchanged, and turning on the shower. When I let the cold water drip down me, I let me tears go and fell straight into a deep meltdown. He made me realize my deepest fear when he left, he made me look ahead of the future and all he made see was a life without him in it.

He showed me my nightmares.