I Have you (H.S Vampire)

Chapter 30:

Chapter 30:

(Harry's POV)

"I mind" A heartbreaking voice cried out from behind me. I turned to face her and saw horror written all over her.

"Fuck" I whispered quietly so only I could hear.

"But I guess that doesn't matter now does it. This was a stupid idea." she stated turning around to walk away at the end of her sentence.

"Let's go border the area up guys so no one see this" Liam said to the guys before they all ran off vampire sped off.

"Ellie" I shouted to try and stop her from leaving as I stood up. But she didn't stop, she kept on walking away. I vampire speed ran after, standing in front of her to stop her.

"please Ellie, I'm so sorry. please just let me explain" I said practically begging.

"Explain? look around. Look at yourself. You've abused the one's who loved you because you don't have a heart" she said looking horrified as she came to a stop

"I know what I've done but I thought you left me" I explained trying to make excuses even though I knew I did wrong.

"And what? you think it's okay to kill innocent people?" she asked annoyed.

"How do you know that they aren't innocent?" I asked just to see what she would say.

"Aren't they?" She asked straight away crossing her arms showing that even she knows that she was right.

"no" I stated honestly.

"Unbelievable" she huffed rolling her eyes before she carried on walking away. I decided on not chasing after her, instead i stood where i was but i turned around to face her direction slowly as i spoke.

"Why did you come here El?" I asked making her stop to turn around.

"Because. I wanted to tell you I made rash decision when i didn't know what i was thinking. I wanted to tell you that i love whatever you are and that that question from earlier was blown way out of proportion. And i wanted to tell you that i still love you." she explained. She was looking into my eyes the whole time she spoke not breaking eye contact.

"You can still tell me all those things" I replied not wanting to break the connection.

"I was too late though" she commented looking around at what i had done before looking back at me.

"This is ridiculous. Do you want to be with me? yes or no" i stated.

"Of course i do" she replied back shocked i even asked that question.

"Then what's the problem?" I asked holding back the stupid tears trying to come out.

"The problem is us. We can never seem to have a normal relationship. We get separated and then someone gets hurt. Look around if you don't believe me, if we're not happy no one else can be, our relationship shouldn't effect other people's lives like it does." She said explaining her point as the tears fell from her face.

"We can tell each other we will love each other no matter what happens but when you left Harry, the game changed and i guess we did to" she carried on as she broke the eye contact to look towards the ground. She was doing it again and she knew what she was doing, ending what we have had yet again. She must think that because i'm a vampire i don't have a heart and i can forget what we went through so easily, but it's not so simple when your heart is made out of ice.

"My feeling's never changed for you." I said taking a step closer towards her as she looked up.

"It's not enough" she commented losing hope

"I don't want to live in a world where you aren't apart of it. I've done that when you left the first time and i'm not prepared to do it again." I carried on as i walked closer and closer towards her.

"That's not enough" she commented again. I could tell that whatever I would say to try and persuade her to try and stick it out wouldn't work, she would need concrete proof that we would stay together no matter what, that's when an idea popped in to my head.

"then what is?" i asked.

"three words, eight letters." she said simply.

"I love you? I tell you that all the time." I replied wondering why she wanted to hear me say that.

"That's not it." she stated.

"Well I'm not going to stand here and play this guessing game with you Ellie. I want to be with you, the question is do you want to be with me" i asked getting annoyed. Why wasn't she answering the question? Was she having doubts again?

"I can't do this" she muttered turning around to walk away making me stop walking.

"What can i say to make you stay?" I asked after i vampire sped in front of her. Her tears had filled her eyes making them fall from her face onto her cheeks like a waterfall. Something inside me knew that there was something to fight for, but if my mistakes make her in this state then i should do what best for her.

"I can't make you stay can i?" i asked when she didn't say anything to me. Our foreheads lent on each others as she silently sobbed. I took her in my embrace as we cried together not wanting to let go of one and another. We stood like this until we heard police sirens coming from behind us on nearby streets, they must have heard about my what they will call it massacre and are going to the source of the issue. I understood her not wanting to be involved in the drama that becomes the territory for our relationship, but it's still going to hurt not being involved in anything with her anymore. I let her go out of my embrace and took a step back to have one last look at her. 

"I can't make you stay" I muttered to myself taking our last moment in. I vampire sped away leaving her standing there alone, leaving the only girl i ever loved there. Alone.