I Have you (H.S Vampire)

Chapter 9:

Chapter 9:

(Harry's POV)

As I saw Zayn finish his drink like a shot, I heard the front door shut so I went to check in on the lounge. Louis and Niall were in there on their phones.

"Hey, did liam just go out?" I asked

"Don't think so, I thought he went to the toilet" Niall answered looking up from his phone

"Just heard the door" I said as liam walked in.

"Hey" he said before sitting down. I ran out the lounge and went straight for my room, when I looked in she wasn't there.

"Shit" I said to myself. I ran out my room and into the kitchen were I started to put my shoes on.

"Where are you going?" Zayn asked

"Ellie's done a runner again" I said as I finished up

"She can't go that far with that thing attached to her" he said as he got up to go to the fridge.

"Trust me, she knows how to get away if she wants too" I said as I got up and vampire sped out of the front door and out of the apartment altogether. I looked around I couldn't see her at all. I followed the path which leads to her house and stopped around the part where there were a few pubs. I could cars, taxi's and buses drive away but no Ellie with her tank. I decided to run human speed on the path to her house so i wouldn't zoom past her if she wasn't there. But she wasn't there and by the time i reached her house, i knew she had to be at her house. I went round the back and managed to climb up to get through her bedroom window. Once i was in, i noticed that she was on her laptop obviously hooked in until she saw me ,i accidentally jumped her trying to get in. 

"What was that?" i asked as i sat next to her. She closed her laptop and looked down at her knotted fingers staying quiet.

"If you really wanted to come back you could have just told me" i said putting my hand on top of hers. 

"Did you know?" she whispered. 

"do i know what?" i asked wondering what she was on about. She looked up and i noticed that her eyes were welled up and that she looked like she had been non stop crying. 

"Zayn" she whispered. I looked down at our now conjoined hands to avoid the conversation and hope that it would go away. 

"why did he do it?" she said, her voice was now normal. 

"He didn't mean to" i said trying to help Zayn's point of view

"He killed my dad, how can he not mean to?" she asked. I just shrugged as she looked down. We leaned our heads in so our foreheads touch. I closed my eyes but when i opened them, i noticed she had left her oxygen tank near the door and i could hear that she was taking deep breaths. 

"Can you breath?" i asked a little concerned

"I'm fine" she said. I looked up to her eyes and i saw that she was looking at me. I put both hands on her cheeks, pulled her close and pressed our lips together. I pushed her body back lightly so she was lying on her back. She started randomly laughing and pushed me back

"What?" i said laughing too a little, for me her laugh was infectious. She leaned up and pulled the laptop from behind her and put it on the floor. She put her arms around my neck and pulled me down with her. We started making out for at least half an hour until she stopped, completely out of breath. I quickly got the oxygen mask and gave it to her. As she took a deep breath, I started talking.

"I feel like I should be helping you" I said feeling guilty, I feel as if I should be the one to make her better, as if I did this too her and I should be the magical doctor who makes her Better. I know she will be better by tomorrow but I still feel like I'm useless towards her. She would do so much better without me, she would be so much healthier and safe without me, she would be happier without me. Obviously I'm not going to tell her that because that sounds so sapphic. 

"I'm alright" she said before putting the oxygen down next to the bed. 

"Ellie, i don't know how much more you'll be able to take before you break" i said

"I'm already broke, I was already broke before you met me" she replied. She looked down before i grabbed hold of her hand.

"But i don't want you to be un-fixable, and I'm worried that's what I'm doing to you" i said lifting her to chin so i could look into her eyes

"I want you to be safe" i said, in my head im screaming 'What are you doing? Don't let her go! No!'

"Are you breaking up with me?" she whispered, my eyes welling up as well as hers. I heard her mum; Helen, open the door and i vampire speed jump out of her window and grip onto the ledge, leaving the window open so i could hear her. I could hear the silent tears drop down as her mum came in. 

"Oh honey, he's in a better place now" i heard Helen say. I let go of the window pane and steadied myself as i dropped to the floor.  I couldn't listen to her voice, i didnt even realise that i was leaving her so hearing her cry, especially because of what happened today, I just couldn't listen.