Chapter 28:
(Harry's POV)
I didn't understand where this was all coming from, I knew that she wanted to be left alone and that it was all too much but I thought she might have gotten over it over the time we took apart. I could tell this was going to start an argument or some sort of debate. I hugged trying to give her the hint that I didn't want to carry on this conversation.
"Harry we need to talk about this" she said sitting up and crossing her legs to face me.
"I don't think we do" I commented as I also sat up.
"Well its not like it will ever happen" she said
"Exactly end of conversation." I stated so it was over.
"Why are you so quickly submissive about this?" She asked
"I'm not" I replied standing up
"I don' t understand you, You hate feeding." she also commented
"I know" I stood practically shouting
"Then why wouldn't you want to be human?" She asked keeping her tone strong but still at a normal level of volume.
"Because I like who I am. Yes I have issues with how I have to survive and yes there are defiantly disadvantages to it but this is who I am. And even though I wish we could have a normal life which by the way Trust me I do, this is who we are. Accept it or we move on" I stated which only angered he more.
"I'm sorry if I'm not ready to accept that this is our life and that's all it will be" she says as she sits at the end of the bed in defeat.
"Why? are you not happy with the way that things are going?" I asked seeing where she was going with this.
"That's not what i meant Harry" She huffed looking over at me looking agitated by my last comment.
"Well it's how your starting to sound" I commented as she stood up to try and fight for her side of the argument.
"It was only asking asking a stupid question! Are we seriously going to get into an argument over this?" she shouted in frustration. I stopped and stared at her eyes when I huffed at her response, even in frustration she looked stunning.
"So your not going to accept that this is it then does that mean you want to move on?" I asked just as loudly back whilst trying to stay calm even though her next answer might be the end of everything we had together. I didn't even realise what I was saying until I said it and as her eyes welled, I knew that this wasn't a good sign.
I walked slowly towards her and knelt down on my knees so she was looking at me when she was looking away. I moved my hands from her thighs to her cheeks as a way of trying to convince her to think about what she was about to say ;because if he was to end it right here and right now, the pain I have felt twice when I heard she had died and when I physically saw her die has already started to flow through my veins like poison. She placed both of her hands on my cheeks, pressing our foreheads together making me feel weaker than I already do, as she gazed into my eyes and mine into hers.
"I don't want to loose you" she whispered brushing our noses together closing her eyes as she spoke.
"Then don't say it" I stated as as opened her now tear filled eyes. I pressed a kiss on her lips to try and convince her before I spoke once more.
"Please don't say it" I whispered closing my eyes trying to rid myself of this dark cloud feeling hanging over me. We sat like this for a minute until she broke the silence.
"It is so hard. Since we've seen each other: you have come back from god knows where, you found out I was dead, I found out you were back, you then found out I was alive, I then found my aunt and my uncle dead and now we have found out that maybe its time to face the fat that we can't be together" she explained as she cried soft tears as did I but I tried to hold it in. She left her hands fall from my face to her lap for what she was about to say next, not breaking eye contact.
"And that Maybe witches and vampires just simply can't be together" she said looking down and away from my direction completely. I held onto her hands, looking down at them myself before I vampire sped out of the apartment and outside the apartment building itself just to stand there and take in what she just said at the same time as having a mini nervous breakdown, with all the pain numbing me whole. Brushing my hands through my hair and kneeling down into a ball, I contemplated my thoughts.
'It is so hard'
'Maybe it's time to face the facts that we can't be together'
'Maybe witches and vampires just simply can't be together'
All these thoughts rushing through my head didn't get me angry, they got me upset, and when I get upset, I get hungry. knowing that in this time of need she'll want to be with family considering what's happened, she'll be on her way out soon so I ran vampire speed down the street, pulled a random person of the street and took him down the nearest alleyway. Well at least he will know his future unlike me and Ellie ...
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