I Have you (H.S Vampire)

chapter 17:

Chapter 17:

(Harry's POV)

"Ellie" Niall said

"No she's not" I said not believing it

"Its true harry" zayn said deeply. I feel sick suddenly, they have got to be kidding me. This can't be true. I ran out the apartment , the doors slamming behind me trying to take in the air. Liam came out and put his hand on my back as I was lent over trying to process

"It's not true" i shouted pushing the door out of my eye sight slamming it hard out of anger.

"I'm sorry but it is, we saw her body" he said. I ran my hand rough my hair and put the other hand on my waist. I noticed two women walking past, and I saw the same ash blonde hair I knew and loved walk past.

"Come inside" liam said touching my shoulder. She ducked away as if she had been caught and started walking faster.

"Harry? Do you know them?" liam said really concentrating on the person. I heard her voice and recognized it straight away. I ran vampire speed behind her and just as I was about to reach out to her, she turned around. This stupid blacl beanie was hiding her face so i lifted it and saw her beauty straight awayand I saw him. My eyes started welling up as relief washed over me.

"Ellie?" I said placing my hand on her waist.

"Hey" she said smiling. I kissed her precious lips tight before we started laughing and crying all at the same time. She wrapped her arms around my kneck.

"You've got to stop pretending that your dead" i said making her laugh , god I love that laugh.

"I'm sorry" she whispered, not in the way i excpected her to however.

"For what?" I asked confused about her tone.

"This" she said letting go of me and turned around. What is she on about?

"What?" I whispered as she walked away. She started to run to catch up with the other person. What just happened? I ran vampire speed after her and as she turned around yet again to see me, i was standing there confused and lost.

"I'm not letting you go again" i said not wanting her to leave.

"I'm sorry but I've gone" she said. The women, who turned out to be Helen muttered something under her breath but still kept her distance.

"What? No your right here" i said trying to reach for her hand but it went straight through. What the ...? I tried again and again to grab her hand, but like it did when I was a ghost, my hand went straight through her's.

"Ellie?" I said now note confused than ever and concern

"I'll meet you there honey" helen said walking off.

"What's going on?" I asked .I tried to cup her head with my hands but it didn't work. I ignored the tears as they rolled down my face, confused and angry.

"I don't understand" i said.

"I'm dead" she said as she let out her tears.

"No your not" I said in denial. She can't be dead, I've just come back.

"I'm sorry" she whispered crying.

"No!" I shouted trying to hug her but I went straight through.

"Stop it" she said crying out to me but I had to make sure she was alive. This is just a dream, i kept on repeating to myself.

"I'm just dreaming" I said repetitively

"No its not" she whispered lightly. She touched me on the chest which I could feel, I could feel the pressure on my chest where my heart should be and I felt her.

"How did it happen?" I asked wiping away my tears and trying to act like a man about it

"A spell that went wrong" she said looking down and also wiping her tears away.

"I told you it would be the death of you one day" I said trying to make a joke about it. She used to make spells that would backfire on herself and I said that she has to be more careful.

"Yeah I guess you did" she said looking down.

"How long ago?" I asked trying to work it all out in my head.

"Nearly a year ago" she said looking up, I felt her warm body close to mine but when I reached out to hold her, my hand went through her. I closed my eyes tight and tried to hold in the emotions.

"I should have been here" I whispered.

"If you were here, it wouldn't have mattered, it would have still have happened" she said stuttering but also sounding like she was trying to convince herself.

"But I could have prevented it" I said hovering my hand to where her cheek is. I knew that my hand would have gone through but when she stepped forward and it didn't go through, I could feel the warmness of her cheeks.

"You can't be dead" I whispered not fully believing it. She stepped back and took a deep breath.

"I should go" she said, her eyed welling up. I don't think I've felt as much pain in my life as this moment.

"No ... Don't ... Please" I begged in between sobs closing my eyes. She kissed me and I could feel her lips on mine. This wasn't right, when I was a ghost I couldn't do that. When I felt her lips separate, I opened my eyes and saw that she was gone. I let out a roar and let out all my emotions. I fell down to knees as I suddenly felt weak all over. Liam must have heard me and came straight over

"Who was that? Are you okay? " he said kneeling in front of me.

"It was her ghost" I whispered looking down on the wet floor.

"I'm sorry harry" he said lifting one leg so he was knelt on one knee.

"She really is dead" I whispered letting out all my tears.

"I know man" he said. I didn't look up at him, instead I stayed there looking down at the dirt and crap and the shit in this world. They took away the only good living thing on this god forsaken planet ... Her ...