Semua ada, maybe for years already 😅
It scared me to work full time and office hours because I might fall sick any day and will choose to absence from work. It will trouble my employer or colleagues.
Alhamdulillah, after six months since I quit my job, I tried everything to keep survive, to keep sane, to keep alive. I can't stop working thinking I am useless and worthless. So, I'm doing everything to make me useful, to make me feel useful. Because it is important to think that I still have reasons to keep alive.
It's not easy, everyday new illness appears that prevent me from keep forward. I take a break, rest and keep going. I start again over and over again.
