stupid shit you don't want to read

Hm.

Why did I ever think I could do it. Why did I ever think I was and could ever be any more than a stupid piece of trash. I'm not even half way finished and the entire project is due in an hour. I'm wasting my dad's money. I'm wasting every crumb of food I shove in my pathetic face. I'm wasting oxygen. Wow so original and edgy and cool. I just want to be normal. Things would be so much easier if i just had decent social skills and wasn't such a perfectionist and wasn't so lazy and could actually focus on things that mattered for more than 10 minutes. Everyone's a bad bitch until i find the time and energy to shower regularly. Did i get that meme right? I sound like im 30 years older than i am. There is a cricket in the bathroom with me right now. Poor lil guy.