stupid shit you don't want to read

Why am I like this

I'm not sad. I never was sad. Well I was sad but not in that way. Not sad sad. Just. Yeah. Don't listen to me I know nothing. I am uncultured swine. I am swine. Kendall Drive is playing on a merry go round loop in my head. I am slowly growing to resent it. Which would be unfortunate. But what can I do. Some things are just resented. Deserving of that resentment? Yes. The song won't stop fucking playing. Over and over and over. My god just shut up.