𝗕𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗱

extra chapter 1#

Narrator

Hyewon just arrived home from school. She enter her room and lock the door.

She sigh and put her backpack on the floor. She then enter her closet and change.

She take her phone and check if she received any messages but she didn't receive any.

"Why did I keep on checking the same thing Everyday...I never even get any of it.."

She said and enter her study room. She then sit on her chair and look at the calender infront of her. She smile sadly and look at all of those sticky notes she wrote down.

Hyewon will always put down a date, and write the happiest event and the saddest event that has happened to her.

She take one of it and smile. She keep on staring at it not even realising a tear drop.

20.12.2020
-Met Kim Chaewon
-Fall in love with her

She carres it and put it back on the wall.

23.12.2020
-I thought it will be you, but I'm wrong

Hyewon smile and open her notebook. She then take her pen and write something.

Kim Chaewon,

I met you thru one of my comments. You commented on one of my chapter when I reveal that I confessed to my so called best friend. But it didn't end up well. You give me some encouraging words and I really appreciate it.

  Later that night, you suddenly private messaged me. At first, I was like "Ahh another person. Well I can make some friends." but turns out we didn't became friends after the night ended Chaewon.

We became strangers who suddenly fall for each other. And Chaewon, I'm not gonna lie. That's the very first time someone melt my cold heart and that's the first time I fall in love with someone deeply.

  And when you gave me those pickup lines, it really makes my heart flutter. I fell for you not even thinking about the consequences.

I remember that night, I sleep with a smile on my face. That's the very first time I smile before I sleep.

  Then the next day, you messaged me a good morning. And I wake up with a smile again. Eventhou my brother warn me about you, I didn't listen.

We keep on talking for a whole day, until you ask:-

What if your baby. Have another baby?

When you said that, I was too blinded by your love, that I didn't notice you're dropping some hints. I answer it with a pick up line.

The next day, it all happens again. I wake up with a smile. And you tell me that you're going to your friends house. I was sad because I won't be able to talk to you.

  But that night. I already start to miss you,you didn't respond to my messages, I got really worried. And my heart. It breaks. I started to overthink. But I didn't know the words you will say after that will broke me even more.

That friend that bit me. She's actually my girlfriend.

At first I wish you were joking. But the lightning that struck right infront of my eyes said otherwise.

Chaewon, that night. I want to ask you.

What am I to you?

Am I a toy to you?

Why did you do that to me?

Did I do something wrong?

But I don't have the energy to say it. You apologies, but it hurts me more. That after all of this time. I was fooled by love.

The first person I deeply fall for, treat me like a toy.

Remember when my brother ask you why did you do that. All you said it's my fault because I fall for you.

If only I can meet you. I want to say it all. I want to say those words I wish to say to you. I will say the Questions that keep on haunting me. And I hope you will be more loyal to your girlfriend. And I wish you're the person I will spend my 2020 Christmas with. But turns out I spend it with a heartbreak and probably that time you're busy kissing your girlfriend as if everything is fine.

I didn't eat Because I was too heartbroken. I died inside Because of you.

I want to regret falling for you. But now I didn't regret it. I want to thank you. Because you give me a lesson. That I should ask that person if she's/he's taken or not, before flirting with them.

Thank you for 3 days Chaewon. Please grow up well and take care of yourself. And I hope your current girlfriend will treat you well. :)

Hyewon :)

Hyewon then put that letter in an envelope and wrote Chaewon name on top of it. She then put it inside a box and wipe her tears. She then smile and sigh. She look back at her calender and take the second sticky note.

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