My Diary WARNING contains angry and sad themes

Used

I feel used....He used me

He flirted with me for a while and he has asked me for nudes before but then he started asking so many times and I kept saying no then he started talking about my sexual life and stuff and I got really uncomfortable so I just went along with it some of the flirting was good but then it got really bad. He started saying stuff to me and was calling me hot and stuff and saying stuff about my body and at this point I feel like i'm being used he never does this to others and i'm pretty sure he never said this to his girlfriend. I finally know because he never wants to get to know me he just wants to do things with me and use me. I feel like i'm his personal toy is really mad at myself because I flirted back even when I was uncomfortable. I have gotten comments about my body but never like this I didn't know what to do. I don't want to tell anymore because they will say it's my fault he started giving me warnings to saying that he could get creepy and now he makes me scared. I don't want to be with him alone I know that if I am he will try to do something to me. I really don't know what to do i'm scared to tell my friends and family because it's my fault. I caused all of this I always cause everything to everyone and they always have to fix it. Why am I such a burden to everyone I always get used but I still hang out with the people who use me. Maybe i'm overreacting I mean what kind of girl complains that their crush is calling them hot and wants to do stuff to them I should like the things he says and I should stop writing in this book but I can't it's like a habit.