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toupee.

I felt my nerves kick back in at her words.

"Oh okay! What is it?" I asked her and a sad look fell on her face. She pulled my form out of one of her folders and my face dropped.

Oh god.. This isn't good..

"Sadly, the girls volleyball team takes all registration before the school year starts. You turned yours in too late and all the spots on our team are full.. I'm so sorry.." she sadly bowed. I was frozen. Petrified.

No.. But I worked so hard..

"H-How was I supposed to know?! No one gave me a heads up!" I caught myself screaming and instantly tried to calm down. My whole body was shaking and my face was burning up.

"I'm sorry I wish there was something I could do but my hands are full.." she frowned. Not that she was sad just, awkward.. Yelling at her or begging her wasn't gonna fix anything. It's over.. I sighed in defeat.

"Okay.. By any chance do you know any information about the girls basketball team?" I asked.

"One of my good friends is the captain! Their season doesn't start til January though.. They start accepting applications around November!" she explained and I sadly nodded.

"Okay thank you.." before she could respond, I turned on my heels and walked away. I didn't want to play basketball, my love for it was overpowered by volleyball.. God what am I gonna do..?

Completely forgetting about Hinata, I went to my next period and immediately put my head down the second I got to my desk.

No Rhiannon Rosso I swear to fucking god you better not cry in school..

I did everything in my power to hold my tears back. I can't cry, not here. I took a deep breath and lifted my head up but rested my face in my hands. I looked around and this period, Kageyama was directly next to me. What is this 1st and 2nd period seating chart, some kind of sick joke?!

I know Kageyama saw me upset, but he didn't say a word to me. I can't tell if that makes him an asshole or a sweetheart..

The period went by slow just like the last. Same with the next one and all the one's after that. Til the day was finally over. I felt my phone vibrate and saw Hinata's contact name calling me.

Oh god, how am I gonna tell him..?

I answered the phone with shakey hands. My hands have never shook this much in my life.

"H-Hello?" I said nervously.

"Hey, where are you?!" Hinata asked in his usual excited tone. Tears filled my eyes again and it felt like a lump was stuck in my throat.

"Um I'll meet you in the boys gymnasium. I have to talk to you.." I croaked, my words shakey.

"Oh uh okay.. Is everything alright?" Hinata's excited tone now got overtaken by concern.

"Yeah of course! I'll uh see you there.." I lied about the first part and hung up. I was already outside the gymnasium, hoping he would already be here. I sighed as I entered the gym. No one was there yet but a volleyball net and a basket of volleyballs were already set up.

God this is all I wanted.. Why? Why can't I have this..?

I picked up a volleyball and started doing receives while standing in place. Then, I threw the ball high in front of me and spiked it right on the other side of the net. I landed on my feet and looked at my hand that had a slightly red imprint. A tear landed on it.

"What are you doing here?" I looked at the gymnasium door to see Kageyama standing there, wearing an all burgundy workout outfit. To say he looked good was an understatement but the attitude in his voice was a major turn off. I quickly wiped my tears, hoping he didn't see.