buddy buddy | t.k.

injury.

[i inspired rhiayama's argument based off the song favorite crime by olivia rodrigo so if you want to listen to that song while reading this its linked above]

rhiannon's pov:

It's been almost a week since the fight. At first, it was not pretty. Melissa came over the day after the fight and comforted me all day. While she was there, I decided to do my volleyball team a favor and she reached out to one of her friends at her school named Kuroo who was captain of the boys volleyball team and now, their coach and Takeda were trying to get a practice game set up.

I spent a lot of time listening to songs like favorite crime, traitor, and another love while balling my eyes out. I couldn't bring myself to delete the picture of us on my instagram and the necklace he gave me was just sitting in my jewelry dish.

Monday came fast and I found myself disgusted when I looked in the mirror at the reflection staring back at me. My eyes were red and puffy and I had huge dark circles and deep eye bags. I looked exhausted, not even makeup covered it. I kept my distance from everyone Monday and left my headphones in, I even avoided Hinata. After a few failed interactions from people, they gave up noticing I didn't want to be spoken too. I took all my anger out on volleyball, following Oikawa's advice and hitting the ball til it breaks. Daichi had to force me to stop playing cause he was worried I'd sprain my hand or something. Even the teacher pulled me to the side that day and asked if I was okay. This was the same day we found out we would be going to a week long training camp and at the end of it, we would have a practice game against Nekoma.

After Monday, I decided I can't let him know he got to me. I finally started taking care of myself again and putting up a front in school. Going back to my stupid jokes. I still couldn't even look at Kageyama and I avoided him as much as possible, even hearing his name made me want to cry. Which sucked since I had volleyball practice with him but I asked Suga to set for me. As the days went by, the healing progress started. Although it was still pretty bad..

The past week, Kageyama and Hinata have gotten a lot closer too. They've been walking to classes and spending free periods together. That kinda sucked but I just spent my free time with Tanaka and Noya.

Speaking of Noya, we're trying to get him to rejoin the volleyball team since he is an AMAZING libero but he refuses to join unless karasuno's original ace, Asahi joins. The Jesus looking guy I met at the carnival.

I haven't told anyone at Karasuno about the fight, not even Hinata. The only person I told was Melissa. I don't think Kageyama told anyone either because no one has spoken about it. But I did get asked a few times why me and him weren't speaking, but I just shook it off.

I know I sound like I'm being overdramatic but, when he kissed me.. All my feelings came to surface. The denying was all pushed away. I realized how much I've liked him this whole time. But I was scared, so I put him in the friendzone. As soon as I said fuck it the same thing happened that always happens.. And it hurts. Not only are my trust issues now worse, I lost the person I've been depending on. I didn't even realize how close we were until I lost him, it felt like a part of me was gone. Since the year started, I've spent almost all my time with him. So now it felt weird..

kageyama's pov:

I was a mess.

I was going to stay home from school Monday but, the whole reason I left her in the first place was for volleyball. So I'm not gonna miss practice.

I was a lot meaner that day, well at least according to every fucking person I talked too. I lost my other half. It felt like losing grandpa all over again..