buddy buddy | t.k.

talk.

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"Woah.." my breath hitched when I saw the area Kageyama brought me too. It was a large grass field with flowers spread everywhere. It was early enough in the morning the sun hasn't risen yet, so if we were to stay long enough we would have a perfect view of the sunrise. I felt the wind blow slightly through my hair and a refreshing feeling as it hit my face.

I sat down in the grass field, my arms behind me which were holding me up. Kageyama sat down next to me.

"Sunrise should be soon, if we stay long enough we'll catch it." he said and I smiled, completely forgetting I'm supposed to hate him.

It was silent, but a comfortable one. Well for me at least because I completely forgot the reason we were there. Kageyama was probably trying to think of what to say. Once I remembered, I turned to face him but he was already staring at me. I turned my face back forward out of embarrassment.

"So er.. What did you wanna talk about?" I fidgeted with my fingers. When I didn't get a response I turned to face him. He had his mouth hanging open, like he was trying to figure out how to word his thoughts. The wind ran through his hair making him look more like a greek god than he already did.

"I.. I don't really know where to start uh. I-I'm bad at  wording stuff.."

"Take your time." I reassured him. He took a deep breath then, it got silent again for about another minute.

"I-I was scared. I've never really liked a girl before.. Literally my whole life like even when I was a baby, it was all volleyball. I didn't have time for anything else. I'm used to a world where the only thing on my mind is volleyball, that's what it's been my whole life. So I guess, when you started being the only thing on my mind when it should've been volleyball.. I got scared. Then when we kissed I knew right then and there it was gonna get worse so I thought I should just end it right there before it goes any further. It was selfish. But I was terrified.." he started and I just stared at him.

"Then, in the time we had apart I realized a lot of stuff. Starting with the fact I was completely wrong.. I thought if I distanced myself from you, I would get you off my mind. I could finally focus on volleyball. But if anything, you were even more on my mind. Which I didn't think was possible. Then I started to realize how when we were still close, you brought out the best version of me. I tried harder in volleyball, tried harder to socialize, hell I even tried harder in school. So if anything us losing touch made me even worse.." he explained.

"So is that the only reason you want me back in your life? So your good at stuff again?" I asked him and he looked at me with a panicked expression on his face.

"N-No of course not! I'm just saying~!" he exclaimed then took a deep breath.

"I just.. Don't think it was a coincidence we met that day in middle school. Then went to the same high school. In the same class, right next to each-other? It's like a stupid magnet keeps pulling us together or something. And I thought this was just a stupid little crush but.. It's more than that. I... Really like you. Like a lot.." he started to blush.