Magcon: Can you feel my heart? // cash

chapter 17

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Standing in the eye of the storm
My eyes start to roam
To the curl of your lips
In the center of eclipse
In total darkness I, I reach out and touch

Camerons pov:

I had to get out of there before my mom tried getting me arrested. She promised me she'd stop seeing that man. She swore.

Now im just running. This neighborhood is small so there isn't anywhere I can actually go. I look behind me to see an ambulance at my house. I have to go back.

"frick" I mutter as i give in to my senses.

I start walking back knowing theres no use for running. I see him being carried out on a stretcher and my mom hopping into the ambulance as well. Nash walks out of my house and comes running to me as soon as he sees me. He engulfs me in a hug and his warmth calms me. I slouch into his body and he laughs as he tries to hold my body up. His mom walks out of her house and comes towards up.

" Are you boys okay?" she asks

"Yeah his moms boyfriend fell and he has to go to the hospital." Nash explains, still holding me.

She gasps and runs off to the amulance. His dad just looked at us through the window. His glare didn't seem approviing of what me and Nash were doing. He shakes his head before closing the curtains.

I held onto Nash and he didn't seem to mind.

"Lets go to my house you need to calm down." Nash suggests and drags me inside.

He helped me up the stairs because honestly, I'm tired as shit. His dad glares at me again but looks away. Once in his room he lays me on the bed and sits next to me. I laid there hoping he'd hold me even though I didn't really want that. My prays were answered and he laid next to me.

His warmth made my body feel completely different. It made me happier in a way. Just our shoulders touching was enough to give me sparks. I didn't know exactly what it was that I was feeling but I liked it. He smelled of vanilla and that only made me want to hold him. I wouldn't care what he thought i'd full on cuddle him.

I wrapped my arm around his torso and swung my leg over his. He shifted to his side, his back towards me. I put my face in his hair and just sniffed it and he laughed.

"what are you doing?" He asked laughing and pulling his head away.

"You don't know how long I've had this urge to just run my fingers through your hair."

He turned to face me and said, "go ahead"

I reached out and touched his quiff, his hair strands gathering in clumps and sliding through my fingers gently. I sighed, this was better than I thought.

"like it?" he asked smiling at me.

I nodded and coninuted. I looked down to the little wifi signal on his forehead. His skin looked of a mily white you'd want to eat. I never thought i'd feel like this towards the opposite gender. Yet here I am listing every little detail about him.

I moaned only to realize Nash was kissing me. My eyes widened in surprise and I pushed him away.

"The hell?!" I yelled

"You said to kiss you." he replied quietly.

I never remembered saying that but I know I wanted it to happen again. grabbed his cheek and pulled his face towards me. His lips met mine, but the feeling wasn't the same. I continued on kissing him until her pulled away for air.

"Uh" he said awkwardly.

"I didn't mind that, but I don't know how I felt and whether it felt right or not." I said honestly.

His face fell in disappointment as the words left my mouth.

"Hey i'll figure out my feelings, I won't make you wait forever. But I don't know."

He nodded and turned around bringing my arms to wrap around him. His warmth was the thing that made me want to stay here forever.

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Aye cash 🌝

okay that was short but it was about 700 words.
There's literally only 3 people who ask me to update 😂

Goal: get a gay guy bestfriend from online because I need one atm.

I will be able to update on the weekends but I might throw some in there for the weekdays.

byes~