Magcon: Can you feel my heart? // cash

Chapter 42

•what will I do with myself?•
|unedited|

<no lyrics bc I just wrote it in a hurry?>

3rd pov:

"I swear that woman!" Elizabeth yelled at the doctor as he finished putting a little stitch at the side of her nose.

"You're done mrs. Grier," he sighed in relief because now he can leave.

"I should sue her!" Elizabeth yelled siting up.

"Honey calm down," Chad said scrolling through the New York Times website not really caring what his wife said.

"I won't! That woman punched me for doing the right thing," she said.

"That's the think you didn't do the right thing!" Chad yelled finally tired of his wife's shit. "You have no right to tell Nash that he can't love a boy. You act like I'm thrilled my sons gay! I wanted him to marry a beautiful girl and give me his own grandchildren, but he's gay. That is not a sin, you shouldn't be ashamed of it, nor should you put someone down for feeling that way. He's fucking gay! Deal with it get over yourself! I swear sometimes I feel like I married satan or something!" Chad said now read from anger.

Elizabeth stood there speechless that his husband would scream at her in front of a doctor and nurse.

"Honey I don't think we should talk about this here," Elizabeth said silently trying to calm him down.

"Let's go home then," he said grabbing his jacket off the chair he was sitting in and exited the room.

--

"Hey baby," Nicki said kissing her girlfriend on the cheek as she sat down for lunch.

Raven had gotten her usual salad because she wanted to keep her shape for Nicki, but Nicki couldn't care less about how she looked.

"Feed yourself," Nicki complained trying to shove the tip of her pizza slice in her girlfriends mouth.

"Stop I'll get pimples," Raven whined pushing away Nicki's hand.

Nicki removed her hand and just started eating her food awkwardly. She knew something was wrong, but Raven doesn't like to talk about her feelings during school.

Cameron had just finished getting lunch and was walking into the cafeteria with Phil. Cameron walked him to his lunch table and started walking towards his own only to awkwardly stop in the middle of he aisles to see Nicki smiling at Raven.

"If only she knew." He thought wanting to tell Nicki because it would be worse if she found out later.

Cameron decided not to say anything for now because when Raven is okay she'll explain.

"Hey," Cameron said awkwardly sitting at the table feeling the tension that was being built between them.

"Hi," Raven said quietly not looking up.

"How's it going?" Nicki asked biting her pizza.

"Great," Cameron said unenthusiastically.

"Am I missing something or has the atmosphere always been this awkward between you two?" Nicki asked setting her pizza down and ready to listen to whatever happened.

"Listen, there's something you need to know," Cameron started off.

"Cameron," Raven said looking up at him with pleading eyes, but he just shook his head.

"Raven and Nash had sex," Cameron blurted out.

The sudden rage that filled Nicki was enough to make her flip the whole lunch table over, but she held that side of herself in. She only looked at Cameron in disbelief.

"You're funny," she said chuckling as if this was fake even though she knew Cameron wouldn't lie about this.

"I'm sorry," Cameron said quietly.

Raven only looked at Cameron with anger and stood up to leave the cafeteria. Nicki said there, a leg over the bench debating on whether she should chase her or not. Wondering if Raven was even worth chasing at the moment.

"Go, let her explain," Cameron said to Nicki.

Nicki looked at him a straight face only to nod her head no.

"If she feels like cheating on me than so be it. She's not worth it if she doesn't think I'm worth not cheating on."

"It was Nash's mom that put her up to it," Cameron sighed revealing part of the story that he knew.

"She went along with it," Nicki said.

"No she didn't," Cameron insisted, "I don't want you guys to be broken like me and Nash," he said with a partially broken voice.

"If I get my heart broke by the truth then I'm going to kill you," Nicki said before getting up to find her 'girlfriend'.

"I swear to fucking god I'm going to kill her," she mumbled under her breath as she walked through the halls.

Just as she was about to turn a corner she saw Raven by her locker getting a granola bar out.

"Bitch," she said as she walked towards her.

"Hey you!" She yelled getting Ravens attention.

Raven knew she was in trouble because Nicki only ever yelled when she was mad.

"Explain to me right now," Nicki said standing In front of her with her arms crossed.

"My mom and Nash's mom told me to do it," she said in a small voice.

"And?"

"We didn't have sex I swear on my life," Raven said in the most honest and sincere tone she could muster.

"I still hate you," Nicki said as she stared at Raven.

"I hate you too," Raven said smiling a bit.

--

"Nash, your boy toy is over there," dan mentioned as they walked back into the cafeteria from the bathroom.

"He's not a boy toy," Nash said sternly.

"I can tell you made him mad dude, who'd you fuck?" Dan asked.

"It's about who I almost fucked. That girl sitting across from him," he said pointing out a quiet Raven.

"Why?"

"Mother was being an ass," he plainly explained.

"Did you break him?" Dan asked.

"Yeah," Nash sighed sitting down at the table with Phil.

"Did you apologize?"

"I think I did," Nash said not knowing the actual answer to that.

"Don't break him Nash," Phil said speaking up.

"I'm trying not to, but I'm messed up too," he said.

"If you love him you'll fix him first."

"That's the thing though, I'm not entirely sure I love him," Nash said hesitantly. "I feel like we barely know each other, but my feelings for him aren't normal, they're the same feelings I had for my last girlfriend."

"Then it's love no?"

"But I cheated on her."

"Make things right with Cameron," Phil said budding into the conversation.

"I don't know if I can," Nash said honestly.

"I just wish I don't hurt him anymore or else I don't know what I'll do to myself."

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I did it dudes, but I don't like how this turned out.

Wanna see more Raven and Nicki?? I mean if you don't like them I could make them die or something lol. Would smut for them be a thing you'd like? Or just a future cash smut? Or both?

Input pls.....

word count: 1080

Byes~