Magcon: Can you feel my heart? // cash

chapter 31

• I like you•

|unedited|

Lyrics:

I'm falling, so I'm taking my time on my ride

Cams:

"sleep over?" I asked.

He stays silent and doesn't respond.

"Do you not like me or something?" I asks.

"I do, don't worry," he quickly replies. "I'm just not used to this, I've only had one girlfriend in my whole life that I was serious with and she died. I don't want to fall in love with you mess it up and lose you."

"I understand," I say grabbing his hand.

He looks me in the eyes for a bit before looking down again. I grabbed his face and leaned in for a kiss, but It turns into one on his cheek since he turned his head.

"Nash," I whined moving his face to face me.

"Sorry," he says and leans in a little.

"It's okay," I silently whispered before kissing his lips.

The addicting feeling of kissing him hits me hard. I deepen the kiss a little with tongue, but he pushed me away.

"I'd usually be the one doing that, not the shy one." He chuckles.

I nod and lean in again, using tongue without rejection. He turns his head to the side and I can feel the breath from his nose hit my cheek. I lick his bottom lip and he does the same with my top lip. I pull away to find him slowly opening his eyes and slightly smiling.

"Can you sleep over or?"I ask again.

"Okay, I don't think my parents would mind."

"Great," I say and lean in again.

Its been maybe 20 minutes since we've been dating, and we've spent 15 minutes of it kissing. I have this overwhelming joy hearing the fact that he's my boyfriend. We can be cute together, I can hug and kiss him whenever and it will be alright.

"I like you a lot Nash," I admit.

"Please don't fall in love with me," He begs.

My eyebrows scrunch in confusion, "Why not?"

"Just don't okay?"

"I'll try not to," I chuckle.

He turns to lay in my bed and covers his eyes with his forearm. I sigh, and get into bed with him. I removed his arm from his eyes and he just groans and squints.

"You're ugly," He whines.

"You make me feel so special," I reply sarcastically.

He turns so his back is facing me, so I take this as the perfect time to be the big spoon. I'd prefer to be the small spoon, but he'll probably be hesitant to do that. I wrap one arm around his waist and pull him into my grip. My other hand is going straight down. I can feel him tense up, but soften after a couple of minutes. I push my leg in-between his two legs and snuggle my face in the back of his neck. I don't know if he is comfortable or not, but he isn't stoping me.

"Goodnight Nash," I whisper.

His neck shivers at my breath, "goodnight."

Nash's pov:

I don't know if I actually like him or not because I usually get this way with my one night stands. They thought I loved them, but realized soon after I left that it didn't mean anything to me. The only person I ever loved was Megan. I don't know how this is suppose to work. I don't want to hurt him , or myself. If I fall for him only bad things will happen.