Magcon: Can you feel my heart? // cash

chapter 37

•silent goodbyes and a car ride•

|unedited|

Lyrics:

Can I even complicate your breathing? or am I just your average boy.

3rd pov:

"Thats impossible I would've known you," Nash says, his eyes fixed on her picture.

"She used to be my best friend. I thought she has moved away and never wanted to contact me or something," Cam says quietly as everything starts to sink in.

"Cam this isn't funny please stop," Nash says in a more serious tone.

"She was pregnant with my child," Cameron says in realization. It couldn't of been Nash's because he strictly remembers the hole in the condom large enough to have a good amount of cum to come out. God how he hated himself in that very moment.

Everything made sense to him now, but he hates that it makes sense to him. He would've never wanted to contact her and still think she was alive. After trying several months to forget her the universe always find a way to bring her back.

"Cameron thats enough!" Nash yells finally done with Camerons joking around, the only thing was he wasn't joking.

"I'm not joking Nash," Cameron says seriously turning to face him. "I'd never joke about something like this."

"You bastard!" Nash yelled pushing him to the ground. He got on top of him, trying to punch his chest, but gently grazing him instead.

"Nash calm down," Cameron says in an equally broken voice as Nashs. He grabs his arms, which were still flailing at him, and tucked them at his side, forcing Nash to lay in his chest. He started patting Nashs back and slightly crying into his hair.

"It's okay," Cameron whispers to him, but Nash shakes his head no. Nash is no longer fighting to get up, but holds onto cameron.

It was kind of awkward because there were still people there visiting their loved ones and here were two men laying on top of each other crying. Some walked past them and thought they were crazy, while others walked past and felt so bad for the two.

"Lets go home Nash, its better there," Cameron suggested trying to sit up and bringing Nash to sit up with him.

"Carry me?" Nash asks and that made Cameron chuckle a bit. It took everything in Cameron to bring the two up to a standing point. Nash's legs awkwardly wrapped his waist and his hand clasped together at the back of his neck. A couple of staggered steps later and Cameron was placing Nash in the passengers seat of the car.

As Cameron got into the car he could still hear the faint cries coming from Nash and that broke his heart even more. The last thing he wanted was Nash to cry.

"We can sleep when we get home if you want," Cameron suggested trying to fill the air with conversation.

Nash hummed, but it was broken by the attempt to stop the closing feeling in his throat. He had puddles of snot coming from his nose, which he whipped on his sleeves, and dry tears clustering his cheeks. The wet ones have yet to dry, and they still continued their journey down his face. Nash didn't want anyone to see him like this, especially not Cameron. The only thing he did not realize was that no matter what he looked like he will always be thought of as beautiful in Cams eyes. Cameron had a hard time saying things like that, and so did Nash.

"Are you sure it was your baby?" Nash asked, very scared of the answer.

"I mean it had to be, you said you hadn't done it with her and the condom broke when me and her did it."

It was then when Cameron realized all the horrible things she had said about Nash and how he acted. She had fallen too deep to get out.

"Why did you cheat on her so many times?" Cameron asked, wanting to hear from the person who caused the pain.

"I loved her, at least I think I did. I just wanted to figure myself out and the only way by doing that was to," "Become a slut," Cameron said cutting him off. The word just slipped from his mouth out of anger.

"You don't know anything about my past. You don't know how I felt," Nash says defensively.

"I'm sorry," Cameron apologizing. He was parking in the drive way when he realized how late it was.

"I should get going my parents are probably worried about me," Nash says stepping out of the car. Before he can leave Cameron grabs his hand and brings him into a hug.

"My parents might see," Nash warns looking at his house for any open curtains.

"I don't care," Cameorn says before kissing him quickly. He walks back to his house leaving Nash on the sidewalk biting his lip.

Nash was amazed about how horrible he must of looked, but Cameron kissed him anyway. He walked to his front door and opened it to hear his mother yelling.

"Nash is that you?" She yelled worried.

"yeah," he replied and a clattering noise of something falling ringed through the hall.

His mouth was running right towards him and engulfed him in a hug, "Call us," she said silently.

Nash nodded on his moms shoulders and sniffled a bit. Elizabeth moved away to see Nashs tear soaked face and she thought it would be best if she didn't ask.

"I saw what happened out there," A voice said coming into the living room. Nash's dad walked into the hallway with his arms crossed and an unreadable expression on his face.

"What happened?" Elizabeth asked confused.

"Nothing, Cameron just gave him a ride is all," Chad said before walking away, a disappointed look on his face.

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Did I do well? I hope so... Lets celebrate this update because it might be the last one for the week :( I'll try to write, but I have to go to school soooo.

Word count: ~970

Byes~