Magcon: Can you feel my heart? // cash

Chapter 5

Lyrics:
Show me your face, show me a reason to think
My soul can't be saved if I sell you
My sins
I'm going blind, but one things clear
Death is the only salvation for me.

Cameron's POV:

Nash told me everything.

I don't think he should blame Hayes for it though, he didn't know he didn't tell her. Nash never told me what Hayes told her but I'm sure it's not good. He was crying for at least an hour until his father came up to check on him. I told him to not come in because Nash was unstable and he understood. He just asked me to fix him, I don't know what he means by "fix him'.

I left thirty minutes after chad checked up on Nash and now I'm just wondering what Hayes told her. Maybe Nash had some sort of medical problem he didn't want anything to know? Or he had some family problem he didn't want her to know of. Or maybe he was cheating. Nash doesn't seem like the type to cheat though.

Nash seemed like a nice guy who fell in love and his love left. He didn't tell me where she went either he just said she left. If she left Nash over something stupid then she doesn't deserve him.

"Cameron go to bed its 12." My mom called to me through my door.

I reached over my bed table to the switch, and turned off the lights in my room. I actually enjoy laying in the dark. It calms my nerves and helps me think. If I had some music this would be much better. I reached over to my table again and unplugged me phone from the charger.

I went to sound cloud and clicked my 'calming down' playlist.
You Kill Me ( In A Good Way), by sleeping with sirens came on. I chuckled at the memory of my mom thinking it was sleeping with the sirens. We'd be in the car and one of their songs came on and she's say "sleeping with the sirens yeah!". I'd die of laughter because she was so sure that was the name.

I wonder if Nash would like their music. Speaking of Nash, I wonder what that line on his neck is. Maybe he was born like that? I'd ask but we just met and I don't want to get in his business.

I have a life story of my own, but it's pretty boring. We moved here because my aunt died back in California, and everywhere we went reminded my mother of her. She'd break down almost everywhere. I suggested coming to North Carolina, my gut told me to.

I had friends I didn't want to leave behind, no special girl though. I've only had one girlfriend and she didn't interest me that much. She was very boring, no personality.

I pressed my home button to check the time, 11:24 pm. I guess I'll sleep now. I pause my music and plug it in. I laid there until my eyes felt heavy,

Nash's pov:

I told Cameron everything, I didn't mean to but I did. it kind of just spilled.

"Hey you okay?" Hayes whispered as he opened my door, peeking his head in.

I nod slowly not making eye contact. I was laying of my side away from him.

I heard him walk over to me on the bed and sigh.

"Nash I'm sorry, I can't bring her back, If I could I swear on everything I love I would. If it meant you'd be happy again." Hayes said, I'm guessing this was some sort of apology.

"Don't. I just fu*king cried my eyes out in front of Cameron telling him everything, and I didn't mean to." I snapped, done with his shit. I sat up, facing the other way.

I would never be on good terms with Hayes after what he did.

"I hate you." I spat out, the hatred clear in my voice. The hatred taste lingered on my tongue before I turned around.