Magcon: Can you feel my heart? // cash

Chapter 10

•You're just another set of bones to lay to rest•

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Lyrics:
But I will soon forget the color of your eyes, and you'll forget mine.
So keep in happiness and torture me while I tell you lets go in style.
A million hearts surround a million ways to die.
Let's go outside.
It'll be alright.
But last night you said you ended up in Palm Springs dancing on tables.

3rd pov:

Nash laid in bed re-thinking the last thing she had said to him.

*le flashback*

"Nash I told you I'm done with this shit of yours!" She yelled flailing her arms towards Nash.

Nash flinched in his chair at her harsh words.

"I didn't mean it!"

"I don't give a flying fuck about what you did and didn't mean! Think about my damn feelings for once." She continued on.

Nash buried his face into his hands letting himself cry.

"I'm done with you and this thing you call 'figuring out my feelings' we're done." She got up to open her bedroom door.

"Don't do this. You know I can't live without you."

"You made the decision when you kissed him." She cringed at the word 'him'

Nash quickly leaned in and kissed her slightly chapped lips. His lips hovered for a second feeling her breath against his skin.

"Tell me you didn't feel anything." Nash asked staring into her eyes.

"I didn't feel anything. You know I think I was right all along, you're just another set of bones to lay to rest." Her cold words smacked Nash's face.

*end of Le flashback*

Nash had always known he wasn't worth much. Sure he'd think about suicide, but he knew that wasn't the answer.

Nash's soft sobs filled him room. He held his knees and cried into them, shaking back and forth. He had regretted so much. He had slipped into that 'should I take drugs to forget her' phase.

He hadn't found a cure besides sneaking out and going to a bar every once and a while. He'd gone to a bar in bridge wood. His friend worked there and he didn't mind him drinking at age 17.

Nash had also gone into that cutting phase the first few weeks of her death.

No one felt the pain he felt. He knew he would lose her if he kissed him but he did it anyway.

He never thought things through. And because of that shit can happen.

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A little inside to what happened with Nash 🌝

Short update I know but better to update than to not.

Happy what ever day it is.... Too lazy to check.

Byess