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"I miss you, so much. It hurts, Z" I cry into the phone. "What? Princess, what are you talking about?" Zion's voice sounds sleepy but I pay no mind to it, consumed in my emotions.

"I thought I could I do it. I thought I could live with talking to you on the phone but it's killing me, I miss you so much" I sob, pulling my hair as I slide to the floor. "Babygirl... fuck, please don't cry. It kills me that I can't do anything from here, I'm sorry" I hear a door shut then the sound of cars passing by, I'm guessing he's outside.

I hang up, throwing my phone to the side. I know that's unfair to him, it's not his fault but hearing his voice while he's on the other side of the world when I miss him makes me feel even worse.

Zion left for tour 4 months ago, only 4 weeks left. But I cracked today, missing him just hit hard. I didn't even realize when or how I fell asleep.

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Groaning, I stand up from the uncomfortable floor I slept on. Noticing my phone on the floor, I remember the events of last night. Me calling Zion and crying the entire time then hanging up... I was so selfish, I know it's not easy for him either.

My phone rings at that exact moment.

'Caleb'

Hesitantly, I pick up my phone, answering the call slowly. "Y/n" he breathes, a small smile finds its way to my lips when I hear his voice. "Baby, talk to me. I wanna hear your voice."

"I'm sorry for last night. I'm sorry for calling and bothering yo-"

He stops me right there, "no. Don't apologize, it's not your fault. You weren't bothering me, if you miss me, call me at any time, night or day."

I sigh, "some days are just... harder others without you."

"I know, baby, I know. But, I'll be home soon. Tour will be over in a matter of weeks and I'll be home, with you." Zion exhales and I can almost see him pushing his dreads back.

"Let's facetime, okay? I miss you." He speaks after a while of silence.

It doesn't take very long and I'm already sitting on my bed once I receive the call.

"Hey" a huge smile grows on my face when I see him, lying down. "My beautiful queen" he grins, I wave him away, covering my face with his hoodie.

Caleb laughs, "Is that my hoodie?"

"Mhm" I nod, "which one?" he asks, trying to get a better look at it.

"The champion one" I mumble, knowing he's been looking for this hoodie. "I KNEW IT! I knew you took it, been looking for it for months but you said 'babe, I'm sure you packed it. Just check' but NOW I know" he exclaims, doing a horrible imitation of my voice.

I laugh, watching him react. "ZION, 30 MORE MINUTES" Someone yells, Zion looks in the direction of the voice then back at me before mouthing 'oh ship'.

I giggle, knowing exactly what that means. "You leave in 30 and aren't even dressed yet?"

He hurriedly stands up, "it's not that I haven't gotten dressed, I haven't showered" my jaw drops.

"Hurry up then! Go shower" I tell him. Zion stops for a minute, looking at the camera. "I love you" he speaks, making me smile "I love you more."

"'I'll call you later, love."

The call ends and this time, I'm smiling.