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"AGAIN?" I shout, "WHY DON'T YOU TRUST ME?" he shouts back. "TRUST? HARVEY YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT TRUST? I TRUST YOU WITH MY LIFE HARVEY" I scream, he rolls his eyes turning his back on me and walking out.

"LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU'RE WILLING TO ACT LIKE THE MAN I WAS DATING" I slide down to the floor after the door slams shut.

Harvey and I have been dating for the past 1 year but for the past 2 weeks, we've been fighting about his relationship with Loren. He keeps going to see her, it's become so frequent that he's blown off one of our date nights to be with her.

He doesn't seem to love me anymore. I miss the man that wouldn't let me walk away when we fought. Now, he seems to be the one walking away...

**

My eyes fill with tears as I feel Harvey lay down on the bed, we never used to go to bed angry. I push myself up on the bed, "I can't do this anymore" I speak up and Harvey sits up too.

"I love you. So much it hurts, we're fighting and I can't, Harvey" a tear drops. He reaches to wipe my tears, "baby..." I move away from him, hurt flashes in his eyes.

"Don't touch me until you want to tell me the truth. Harvey, you never even tell me you love me anymore... What has our relationship become?" I whisper, looking down at the bed.

He opens his mouth to talk but shuts it, looking away from me. I wipe my cheeks, nodding, "I can't sleep on this bed with this on my mind. I'll be in the living room" he turns to me, ready to object but seeing the look on my face, he stays quiet, letting me grab my pillow, phone and a blanket.

I switch on the lights in the living room, dumping my blanket and pillow on the couch. Guess this is my bed for the night, sighing, I unlock my phone and walk out to the balcony. "Hey Jack" I answer the call. "HII-What's wrong? You're supposed to be the happy and jumpy friend" I smile lightly at his statement.

"Harvey and I got in a fight today" I sigh, and I hear him curse under his breath.

"Loren again? I swear I'm gonna over there and beat him up" I sit on one of the chairs, leaning back. "Don't bother, we're.... sorting it out" Jack sighs, knowing it's a lie but he doesn't say a word about it.

**

I'm awoken by someone carrying me, knowing it's probably Harvey I don't move so he doesn't know I'm awake. I'm laid on what feels like our bed, "If anyone deserves to stay on the couch, it's me" he whispers then lets out a long sigh. "Even though I haven't said it recently, I love you and I'm not willing to let us go without trying" a light kiss touches my forehead.

I want to reach out to him, tell him he doesn't have to go anywhere. Wrap my arms around him but I don't, I let him go to the living room because he needs to know how much he's hurt me in past few days.

**

When I open my eyes, I immediately remember Harvey and how he carried to our bed last night. My phone beeps beside me so I pick it up, it's a notification from my calendar.

HARVEY HAS STUDIO TODAY!

I have all the events Harvey has to go to, basically we wake up and I'd tell him what he has to do but I haven't done that in one week because... Loren.

I stand up, running my hand through my hair. Expecting Harvey to have already left, either to the studio or see Loren as usual... And I'm right, he's not in the house. I purse my lips, I can't believe I thought otherwise. Stepping into the kitchen, I grab the cereal box, then walk out to sit on the couch and watch TV.

They're doing old episodes of Spongebob and I gladly shout the words of the theme song, because let's be honest here, we all love spongebob. I must have been in front of the TV for a while, because all of a sudden the door opens. Harvey walks in, we make eye contact and I catch his red eyes, "can we talk?" he rasps, I nod and he sits on the couch, beside me.

"I'm sorry."

I stay silent, letting him talk.

"I-I screwed up and I know that, I'm sorry I made you feel alone in our relationship. I'm sorry, I hurt you time and time again, I'm sorry I put someone else before us. I love you and I don't know what's going on with us, but I don't want to lose you" he whispers the last part.

"You and Loren?" I ask hesitantly. "Nothing was ever going on between me and her, she lost her dog- Angel pom- the one that she's had since she was 15." He answers instantly, I look at him skeptically, trying to decide what to do. I mean, he apologized, gave me an explanation, he also seems to know the reason I'm angry with him.

Harvey kneels in front of me, grabbing my hands. "Please? Let me make it up to you?" he lifts my chin to look into my eyes. We start leaning in slowly, his lips brushing against mine as if to ask me what my final decision is. I pull him against me, kissing him back gently and his hand comes up to cup my cheek as he deepens the kiss.

The butterflies in my stomach intensify as he groans lowly into the kiss, pulling away slightly to whisper against my lips, "I've missed that so much." Harvey pulls me onto his lap and I connect our lips again, tugging on his hair when he nibbles on my lips.

I moan into his mouth when he slides his tongue inside my mouth. Harvey pulls away after that, "your moans are driving me crazy, we need to stop before I do something."

I smile, hiding my face in the crook of his neck.