ℓιє- J-Hope FF

Chapter 15

Y/N POV:

I opened the box to see. A beautiful bracelet. It had a nice silver chain with cute little charms each one of the members had put on. It had a cute little engraving of my name. I honestly couldn't stop the smile from infecting my features.

I started tearing up as I stared at the present given. The members started to panic.

Tae: " now look what you done Suga. U scared her like you always do, made her cry"

Suga: " what why is this my fault? This is your guys fault for planning all this, if anything blame Hoseok. He's the one that told us it was her birthday."

H: " what I was being a good friend and celebrating a special occasion, how is that bad? You guys all agreed as well so you all are to blame."

Seeing them bicker like this over something so small made my smile grow greater and I lightly chuckled.

RM: "guys calm down I don't think she hates this lol. I think she's crying because she's happy, can't u see her smile."

They all look my direction and I instantly feel on the spot. 7 pairs of eyes checking to see if Namjoon was telling the truth. The attention made my cheeks blush from embarrassment. Stop looking at me dammit.

H: " she's happy so we can calm down lol."

Taehyung gave a sigh.

Tae:" thought she was really upset there oh well. Don't worry Y/n if anyone makes you cry even these dudes over here I'll beat em up."

He showed his non existent muscles on his arm and flexed (Ik he had muscles but here ima make him and rest not so muscular u know lol. Just normal guys also thought this was cute to think about taehyung trying to protect someone with his lil muscles ☺️😂)

I couldn't hold back the giggle these guys honestly are like angels. God must have sent them to me because they are just too perfect. I feel sorry for them though, they have been through struggles themselves and here I am complaining like a child about my problems. I'm honestly a disappointment, I can't even handle my own problems so I think it's best if I just disappear. I'll enjoy the last night I have with them.

For the rest of the night we played games, watched movies, made fun of each other and most of all just enjoyed each other's company. I am so happy my last night was spent with them.

I am thankful to have met these 7 awesome guys, especially the one that captured my heart. I can't tell him though cause I know it'll weird him out. I mean how could he like me back. All I have are flaws and I'm just a major disappointment so I'll just keep him close in my heart and the secret can stay with me.

— 22:00 pm —

I took one last final glance at the 7 amazing guys that turned my life upside down and smiled. They all were cuddling together and sleeping, so cute. I lightly chuckled so I don't wake them up and slowly creeped up from the sofa. I carefully manoeuvred my way around the exhausted boys, tip toeing to the cupboard full of spare blankets.

I opened the door slowly to stop it from creaking and grabbed ahold of the soft material. I closed the door as I made my way to the 7 dorks.

Covering them with the blankets and tucking them tightly to make sure they feel warm, I look at the clock .

22:15 pm

My arms darkened as I realised the time has come. Once again I look at them.

"Thank you all for existing in my life. You made my life so much better."

I made sure to whisper as to not wake them up. I just wanted to tell them my final thoughts even if it isn't straight to their face but at least I'll go with no regrets cause I told them how I rlly feel. I slowly look at each member letting their faces sink in. I want things to stay like this forever but it can't. I have to get rid of a flaw to make things right. I made my way past Jin to Jungkook to Taehyung and finally my eyes landed on Hoseok.

" if only I could tell you how much I love you entering my life. If only I could gather the courage to tell you how much I wish to be yours but I know you won't see me that way, and I'm fine with that. I know you will be happy with someone in the end. Thank you for just bursting into my life and being there for me.... I love you"

I had the biggest bittersweet smile on my face as salty tears started seeping down my face.

Ah I'm such a cry baby it's pathetic.

I rub my eyes as I make my way to my bathroom. I open the cupboard to grab my pills. And I shove them in my pocket. I then make my way out the bathroom into the hallway and to the front door, making sure to turn off all the lights so the boys can sleep peacefully.

I open the front door. I was greeted by a cold air and a dark sky that felt so comforting to me. It was peaceful and ever so beautiful with the countless sparkling stars.

Taking a long deep breath I walked out the house letting the darkness engulf me in a bittersweet hug.....

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Hiya

Author back again. Sorry I've been preoccupied with my dancing and work and all that that I completely forgot to update in a while. Hope you will forgive me but I got this chapter out for y'a. Hope you like it. Ik you probs won't like it cause I'm dragging out the story and that's fine. You don't have to like what I write, if you give it the time of day and a chance to read it and still don't like it I'm fine with that cause you honestly don't like it bc you tried to get into it. I'm happy with you disliking it cause honestly ngl I'm not proud of this book, but I'm trying to be proud, I'll keep writing and I have inspiration all this time so it's not like I completely despise it 🤣. Ah I'm sorry if this rambling makes no sense to you, idk how to put it into words. I'm a bit of an idiot lol. Anyway I hope you enjoyed it and if you did I'm glad if u didn't once again I'm fine with that. Anyway stay safe and remember love urself
Byeeeeee 🙃