<Y/N POV>
Yoongi left about half an hour ago when we reached my doorway. I reassured him that I would take a shower and go to sleep, which I intend to do. I'm exhausted and cold.
I make my way to the bedroom to get some clothes to change into but along the way I had a very concerned Hoseok staring my way.
"........hi"
"Hi...Hi. Is that all you can say. You didn't answer me for HOURS, I was worried sick. I looked around the whole town. If Yoongi didn't notify me and the rest of BTS where you were we probably would still be looking."
"I'm so-"
" Don't.. Just don't apologise again. It's not your fault. *sigh* Just a bit stressed, I'm glad your okay though."
It went silent but it wasn't an awkward silence. The silence wasn't actually silent it was actually filled with conversation but only through the extreme eye contact we were doing right now. I knew I just wanted Hoseok to hold me in his embrace. It's too comforting. I tried to hold my urge but my eyes were stinging to get me to dash in his direction. I look down trying to avoid eye contact for further worries.
Tears built up in my eyes as I can't seem to understand why the universe hates me so. Am I that big of a mistake that I'm not allowed to be happy. Is God so unhappy with my existence that he must make my life a living hell. And the tears began to fall I couldn't resist the urge no more.
I dashed toward Hoseok, fisting his shirt and crying my eyes out. Hoseok was slightly taken aback but slowly reached his arm up to pat my head. His warmth.... I love it.
"Hos *hiccup* Hoseok. W-why? What did I *hiccup* ev-ever do t-t-to them?"
" shhhhh nothing. You did nothing. It's them, not you."
After a while I calmed down and notified Hoseok I just wanted to shower and go to sleep. Hoseok understood and said he'll make dinner and leave some left overs in the fridge in case I get hungry during the night.
He's such a good friend and I would love it if he was mine but he don't see me that way so this one sided love shall remain a secret so Hoseok doesn't feel pity about my death.
I'm scared... for tomorrow but also excited. I shall leave this world with no worry's or fears, maybe people will forgive me finally for whatever wrong I have committed.
Once I was done showering I made my way over to my room and snuggled into the comfy warm sheets hoping to never awaken from my slumber. Slowly but surely I drifted off into my sanctuary leaving behind all worries in my reality.
< The Next Day>
I woke up early for once and went to brush my teeth. I finished my morning routine and looked in the mirror. My last day huh.... let's spend this day with fun, before I go. I head down to where Hoseok should be sleeping. Note the should because he wasn't. The man had disappeared. How the hell did a literal ray of sunshine hide.
As if he knew I was looking for him two hands crept at my shoulders I screamed and turned slapping the intruder.
"OW"
"Omg Hoseok I'm so sorry. You scared me."
" Aish I didn't even mean to but okay. Owwwww"
There was a red patch on his cheek from when I slapped him. Now I felt really bad. But it's not my fault he scared me.
" I'm sorry." I pouted.
" Aish it's fine."
"Really?" I looked up with watery eyes 🥺
You could tell he was trying to hide his smile.
" yeah I'm sure."
" YAY." I put my hands in the air like a kid and cheer, jumping up and down.
I then hear him chuckle.
"Anyways why you up early?"
" I don't know, I just woke up early and couldn't sleep again." I lied.
"Hmm well wanna go somewhere. It's a Saturday so we free from hell."
"I don't know you decide, I'll go with anything."
" no you decide."
"No u!"
" alright I'm gonna slap you in one just pick a damn place."
"That's a threat and I won't tolerate that."
" just pick woman."
"Aish fine wanna watch a movie?"
"Let's goooooo."
"Wanna invite the rest of BTS?" I asked
"Haha erm let's not." I could see he'a hiding something.
"Why?"
"They are busy? Yeah they're busy!"
" hmmm with what exactly."
" An upcoming gig."
" And you weren't included? Or did the people personally despise you?"
"No no I got a break cause I practiced all night and they trying to catch up with me."
"Okaayyy~" somethings fishy but I'll find out later.
"Now get ready because we going soon u fat ass!" I said to Hoseok.
" I beg your pardon. The only fat ass I see here is yours."
"HURRY UP."
"Aish jeez miss grumpy pants. Maybe you should go back to bed"
" Hoseok..... Now!" I gave him my signature death glare.
"Yes mam."
And just like that he was gone. I couldn't hold back my chuckle.
"What a dork!"
Little did either of us know this was gonna be one heck of a day.
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Guess who's back.
(Distant ppl in my imagination) back again
HELLLOOOOOO!
Too energetic? Okay I'll tone it down. Anyway I'm back. Yes yes I still breathe, Ik shocking. I didn't rlly have time bc of college but due to some complications and that with college I now suddenly have time. WOOOHOOOOOO. I might update more, but there are other things to take into account. Work, my dance classes, having writers block and overall me just being a lazy fat ass. 🤣 anyway I'll try to update more but I can't promise anything, I'm a tired, old and withering soul that needs to replenish my battery for years to work so it might be slow. But due to my suddenly spacious timetable it shouldn't be as bad. Unless I completely forget to 🤣 anyway hope you guys are staying safe and hope you enjoyed the chapter. Do remember any feedback is welcome or even if you ask questions it's okay. Stay safe and enjoy ur life to the fullest. Byeeeeee 💜
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