ℓιє- J-Hope FF

Chapter 5: Healing? +

I'm sorry but can we just appreciate J-hope's hair. Like OMG he looks sooooo damn finneee~ lol sorry fan girling. But u can't say he looks ugly ———————————————————————-Y/n POV

I woke up at lunchtime. Well to be honest I wasn't sure, I just didn't want to get up. I couldn't be bothered especially after last nights events.

*FLASHBACK*

I was in my bed, not sulking but fear had consumed me. I locked the door so I don't have to be face to face with Hoseok. It pains me to much. I know I was in the wrong but I didn't think Hoseok could be so angry. It was just scary to me.

My trail of thoughts were cut off by a sudden knock. I could hear Hoseok on the other side of the door. I started to tear up. My vision was blurry and I could barely breathe. How could I mess up so bad? why do I always mess up? Why can't I be normal? Maybe it would be better if I wasn't born. I can't take it. I'm sorry Hoseok for doing this to you and betraying your trust.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Last night I cried myself to sleep and you could tell. I unwillingly climbed out of bed and made it to the bathroom. I glanced in the mirror and saw my horrifying reflection. My eyes were puffy and red from last night. They looked so sore. My hair was a mess and contrasted with my pale skin. I couldn't bare to look at myself. So pitiful and pathetic.

I grabbed the brush beside the sink and chucked it at the mirror in rage. I trailed my hand over the broken mirror, quietly sobbing. Then a sharp stinging sensation caught my attention as crimson red blood dropped from my hand. I looked down but not in horror or in panic. I couldn't feel anything. I just stared. I looked up at the now reddened broken mirror and realised that maybe people would be better off without me.

I shake the thoughts for a moment and a sudden wave of exhaustion overwhelmed me. I decided I would head back to bed to at least get some more sleep. It's not like anyone would care if I went to school.

HOSEOK POV

It was already the end of school and not one sign of Y/n. I got worried but then felt bad as I realised why would she even come in? To see the person who just pushed her away even though she was trying to help. Maybe I should meet her after school. Or maybe I shouldn't.

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—-Timeskip after school (cause I'm lazy :3)——
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HOSEOK POV

I finally mustered up the courage to go to her house but I just can't bring myself to knock. Aish Hoseok what are you waiting for. Awkwardly I waited out there for at least ten minutes. I gave up and walked away a few steps but then I heard the clanking of keys. I looked toward the direction of the noise only to find a fancy bright red car and an old couple walking toward my direction. They looked as if they were celebrities with their sunglasses and expensive looking clothes.

I watched then walk hand in hand to Y/n's door. Curious, I hid behind the corner of the building and peered round the side. The door to Y/n's house opened a bit and then burst shut. The male was now furious and banged on the door, extremely violently shouting curse words.

??1:"Y/N OPEN THIS GODDAMN DOOR RIGHT NOW."

I was very shocked at what I was seeing. Who were these people and what is their relation to Y/n. I continued to watch silently.

Once again the door opened slightly and the elder male bashed the door open. In a panic I ran closer but not too close as to draw attention. The male then once again shouted.