Chapter 20

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<JHope POV>

Years... it's feels like years of my life are edging away the more I wait. Will she ever wake up again? Will I ever see those beautiful and rare Jewell's that are her eyes, always so cold and beautiful. The way her eyes lit when she truly finds something she likes , or the soft sound of her laugh like the sound of the gentle breeze on a summer day. How.... Why..... why did I let this happen? How could I?

Tears dwelled from my eyes as I grasp onto my hair and slide down the hospital wall in which I was currently leaning on. It's so empty without her around... why do I always lose the ones I hold dear.... Mum..... sister.... And now Y/N. Goddammit.

After what felt like an eternity a new light caught the corner of my eye. As I look up I see the doors where they took Y/n through are open. I feel so tired and and weak however a spark of hope jolted me awake to stand on my feet to meet a familiar figure. It was the woman from earlier.

"Sir, do you know of any medications she takes?"

" um no.. not really."

" I feel she may have tried to overdose with a medication she may be taking however we have her in a stable condition. Just make sure she is watched overlooked carefully. She had bits of water trapped into her lungs however we have cleared her airways but she might find her breathing a little weak due to the trauma."

Overdose! Why?!?! Did I do this to her?

"Is it okay to see her?"

" you shall but be careful not to wake her, she needs rest."

" thank you, thank you so much"

I almost bolt inside out of joy, she's not gone...I will protect you this time! .......I'm sorry I didn't see you were in pain.....I need to see her.

Once I passed through the door my eyes instantly locked onto her weak figure. Guilt overcame my very being, I shouldn't be here with her. I didn't make her happy I let her to this. I slowly step toward her at least that's what I intended. I made it halfway before my sight became blurry and my legs got weak. As if life were in slow motion I fall as my legs gave up and my eyelids became heavy.
The last thing I remember is the cold floor against my cheek.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 05, 2022 ⏰

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