ℓιє- J-Hope FF

Chapter 11

< Y/N POV>

It's about one more day until I put my plan in action. I've tried my hardest to enjoy my time I have left with the boys and get to know them more, I even went to one of their little gigs. Turns out they are a little band outside school hours, they usually do little gigs on weekends. At first I thought it wasn't possible but then I saw them all in action and was in awe.

I mean I already knew Hoseok was talented, due to when I first met him on the roof, but the rest are equally as talented and it just blows my mind. They have amazing harmonisation and their choreography is spot on. They honestly should be idols. I know they will go far in life, a lot further then me...

I get out of bed and head over to the bathroom. After I've had a shower I step out to my mirror. I stand there and examine my body. Only one thing to say... broken. Scars all over my arms and legs, markings on my waist and I look bone thin. So unhealthy, but I deserve this right?

One more day then I won't have to worry, no one will have to worry. There won't be no curse, no constant threat and most of all no me. People won't care if I'm gone and I'm sure those who do care will get over it quickly, I ain't that memorable or special so...

After I finished my daily routine I start to look around the house for Hoseok. Recently he's been acting weird. He's been going out late and at school he's been whispering behind my back to BTS. I don't know exactly what they say but I'm sure they are probably talking about how much fun it would be to leave me or whatever. I'm fine with it though, I haven't got that long to live anyway so if they wanna Stan me in the back I'll forgive them as I don't wanna go with regrets.

I eventually found Hoseok. He was at the door on his phone, I couldn't hear the conversation but I'm not going to pry. As I head toward his direction he makes eye contact with me and for a split second I see panic in his eyes. He quickly ends his call and gives me a fake smile.

H: " heyyyyyy! How long you been standing there? I didn't hear you creeping up, you scared me!"

He sounded as if he's trying to cover up something. I narrowed my eyes but then returned to my natural poker face.

" not long."

" oh goodie so you ready to go?"

" yup!"

"Alright."

And with that me and Hoseok head to school. It was a silent walk which is unusual with Hoseok but it was peaceful.

At school we see Jimin, V and Jungkook ,or as I say the three trouble makers, chatting by the school gate. V spots us and runs over this direction. He then grabs Hoseok and legs it back in the direction he came, shouting.

" SORRY Y/N STEALING HIM FOR A BIT!"

I was in shock as to what just happened. One second my best friend was here and now HUHHHH. Aisha never mind. I continue off to class.

Walking to the classroom I see a group of girls from my class. Usually this doesn't effect me as they usually never caught my attention or bothered me but today had other plans.

Walking past them to the door one extended her leg to trip me up so I ended up on the ground. I didn't make a noise as that would give them satisfaction, instead I just got up as if nothing happened and trotted over to my desk.

As I sat down I put my head on my desk and tried to doze off but god had other plans. Instead I felt a slight tap on my shoulder. Annoyed I lifted my head up expecting to see Hoseok or one of the boys to annoy me but instead I see me. Well not exactly me just a doll that looks like me. However, it was hanging by the neck from a string with blood dripping out it's eyes and mouth.